Sunday 26 April 2009

BRIGHT - I'll Be There


Cause I’ll be there for you
いつまでも この瞬間(とき)を忘れない
信じてる それだけで
ひとつずつ 紡いでく

キミといた時間の中で
ボクはどれくらい笑っただろう
寂しさを分け合うように
いつもいつも抱きしめた

愛しい瞳 見つめるたびに
失うことが怖くなっても
キミを好きになるたびに
ボクはほら 強くなった

Cause I’ll be there for you
いつまでも この瞬間(とき)を忘れない
信じてる それだけで
ひとつずつ 紡いでく

永遠を探し続けて
ボクはもうずっと迷子だった
「大丈夫」って差し伸ばされた
キミの手は今もあたたかい

優しい人よ うつむかないで
心溢れるままに生きて
何も偽らないでいい
毎日を変えてゆこう

Cause I’ll be there for you
教えてよ 哀しいこと嬉しいこと
見つめてる 離れても
僕たちはひとりじゃない

生まれて初めて思えたんだ
もし明日が見えなくても
生きていたい となりに
キミがいるからボクは
晴れでも雨でもいいよ
いつでも手をつなぎ
誰のものでもない Our Story
見つけていこう

Saturday 25 April 2009

ABS-CBN Starbucks (pagbabakasakali)

Good afternoon!

Nandito pa rin ako sa vicinity ng ABS-CBN. actually, nasa isang shop ako dahil maglalaro rin ako ng DotA after my blogging.

Nagbabakasakali lang ako dito na makikita ko dito sa ABS-CBN si Ate Roxanne o si Kuya Joross. Nami-miss ko na rin sila. Ilang panahon ko rin silang hindi nakikita. Pero iba ang mga nakasama ko sa Starbucks.

While I was drinking my sparkles, nasa katabing mesa ko ang mga Pinoy Dream Academy 2 Scholars na sina Bugoy, Laarni, Hansen, and Liezel with a lady (na hindi ko kilala). It's my first time din na nakaupo akong napakalapit sa kanila. They were talking about their activities sa career nila as singers. And then nakita ko si Angel Locsin na tinawag si Bugoy for something else.

If I am not mistaken, kinakabahan kuno si Bugoy dahil bonggang bonggang star si Angel Locsin. Anyway, kahit papaano ay idol ko rin si Angel Locsin. Gusto nga daw kunin ni Bugoy yung number ni Angel Locsin. Sayang, tinanong ko sana si Angel Locsin kung kakilala nga niya yung dati kong ka-grupo. Gusto ko na nga ring makipag-ayos sa dati kong ka-grupo dahil nag-apologise naman siya sa mga nagawa niya sa akin pero inetsa pwera ko pa siya. Ang taas talaga ng PRIDE ko.

At dahil kapwa ko silang mahilig sa music and singing, hindi ko namalayang kumakanta rin pala ako! Na-notice nga rin nilang kumakanta rin ako. I wonder kung ano ang sinasabi nila sa loob nila habang kumakanta ako?

Umalis din si Bugoy dahil ata kakanta siya sa isang place. And then bigla ring umentrada si Miguel. Nakanta ko naman yung Can't Take That Away ni Mariah Carey at saka naman itinuloy ni Miguel. In fairness, napansin din niyang kumakanta ako!

Tuloy pa rin ako sa pagiging bisi-bisihan ko. At dahil sa sobrang galak nila sa pagkukwento, biglang sinabi ng kasama nilang babae na naiistorbo daw nila ako sa pagre-review ko (which is I was just checking my brochures na nakuha ko mula sa mga companies noong nagkaroon ng job fair noong huli sa Trinoma). Hanggang sa napabahing ako (which is super akong nahiya sa kanila). Imagine, bigla bang sabihan ako ni Hansen na "bless you"! Sabay hand gesture naman si Miguel!

A few moments ay umalis na rin sila, at saka na umalis muna ako sa loob ng Starbucks at dito nga ako dumiretso sa shop. After this ay tatambay uli ako sa labas ng Starbucks para magbakasakali. I wonder kung maging friends ko na yung mga PDA 2 Scholars by the time na makita ko uli sila?

Thursday 23 April 2009

Kiss - 여자이니까

도대체 알 수가 없어 남자들의 마음
원할땐 언제고 다주니 이젠 떠난데
이런적 처음이라고 너는 특별하다는
그 말을 믿었어 내겐 행복이었어...

말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어졌다고
눈치가 없는 난 널 보채기만 했어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...

모든걸 쉽게 다주면 금방 실증 내는게
남자라 들었어 틀린 말 같진 않아
다시는 속지 않으리 마음 먹어 보지만
또다시 사랑에 무너지는게 여자야...

말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어 졌다고
눈치가 없는 난 널 보채기만 했어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...

"오늘 우린 헤어졌어
부디 행복하라고??
너보다 좋은 사람 만나길 바란다고??
너두 다른 남자랑 똑같애
날 사랑한다 말할땐 언제고
솔직히 나 니가 잘 되는거 싫어
나보다 예쁜 여자 만나 행복하게 잘 살면 어떡해??
그러다 날 정말 잊어버리면 어떡해??
난 이렇게 힘든데 힘들어 죽겠는데
아직도 널 사랑하는데..."


"사랑을 위해서라면 모든 다 할수 있는
여자의 착한 본능을 이용하지는 말아줘 ...

한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는게
이렇게 힘들고 어려울 줄 몰랐어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...

너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...


Kiss - 여자이니까

Wednesday 22 April 2009

Beyoncé Knowles



REAL NAME: Beyoncé Giselle Knowles
BIRTHDATE: September 4, 1981
BIRTHPLACE: Houston, Texas
LANGUAGE: English

The lead singer of Destiny's Child with Kelly Rowland, Michelle Williams, Farrah Franklin, LeToya Luckett, and LaTavia Roberson is none other than Beyoncé Knowles. As of now, she is promoting her latest album "I Am... Sash Fierce".

Crazy in Love, Naughty Girl, Baby Boy, Déjà Vu, Irreplaceable, Listen, If I Were A Boy, Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It), and Halo... they are just some of her famous singles from her solo album. Guess she has sold more than 50 million albums.

Her success has made a lasting impact on music industry. Almost every country in the world is playing her singles, and enjoying them at the same time.

Saturday 18 April 2009

Haunted in "Panaginip"

Hottie afternoon! Damang dama na nga ang tag-init dito sa Pilipinas. At kinuha ko na kahapon yung final grades ko. THIS IS REALLY IT! Welcome na ako sa NCM 105! This is for real! Nalampasan ko rin ang pagsubok na pinagdaanan ko. Thanks kay Lord dahil mas natuto akong tumanaw sa aking pagkakamali at magpakatatag lalo sa lahat ng mga challenges na dumaan sa akin.

Anyway, dumako na tayo sa talagang topic ko.

Yesterday afternoon lang ay galing nga ako sa school dahil kinuha ko yung grades ko. Nakatulog din ako agad pagkatapos kong kumain ng tanghalian ko. Hindi ko na rin inindiyan ang init dahil summer na nga ngayon.

At dahil nga nakatulog ako, nakarating uli ako sa dimensyon ng aking panaginip. And speaking of my panaginip, halos malayo sa posibilidad ang nangyari sa akin. Ngunit tila wari gising ako noon. Bago ko pa ituloy, hindi ko na didiretsahin kung ano nga ba ang naging panaginip ko. Alam naman siguro ng iba sa inyo na overacting akong tao. Let's just say na may nangyaring kamunting tampuhan ngunit hindi na rin napigilan ang makipag-hug. Hanggang sa nagising na rin ako.

Pero bago yung "tampo-and-hug" portion na yun, may nangyari na ngang "schoolmate ba kita?", "padaan sa harap ng house", at "the real one with the resembling one". Pero halos sunod-sunod na nakakapanaginip ako na related sa mga nabanggit ko.

At noong evening na nagising ako, napansin kong tears have fallen down from my excruciated eyes. But still, hindi pa rin natatapos yung ganoong panaginip. Alam ko rin kasing makakapanaginip uli ako na related sa mga yun.

At noon gabi uli ay nanaginip ako uli. Let's just say na ang sitwasyon ay kasama ko yung ibang kaibigan at kakilala ko, at nakaluklok yung tinutukoy ko ngunit nagtaka ako sa panaginip ko kung bakit niya kasama yung schoolmate ko noong highschool (pero never ko naman naging ka-close yung schoolmate kong iyon). Isang munting panaginip lang yaon.

Ilang panahon ko na ring dala yung hinanakit sa loob ko. Hindi ko na nga alam kung kanino ka ba dapat ibaling ang saloobin ko. Dito ko na lang siguro mailalabas ang lahat sa blog kong ito.

And the utterance that breaks me more into shattered pieces: "Huwag ka nang magsalita pa kung hindi rin lang importante!"

Sunday 12 April 2009

Easter Season 2009

Good afternoon and Happy Easter!


It's so hot outside! Summer is really in the air! How am I suppose to wander around East Kamias and West Kamias then?

Well, I will only tell the past moments I've had during Holy Week.

PALM SUNDAY - attended Holy Mass
HOLY MONDAY - idle...
HOLY TUESDAY - medical exam for some purposes
HOLY WEDNESDAY - idle...
MAUNDY THURSDAY - lalala...
GOOD FRIDAY - Via Crucis at Manila with the Bagatsings, procession at West Kamias
BLACK SATURDAY - Easter Vigil
PALM SUNDAY - uhm...

How was that so?

Sunday 5 April 2009

SWV - Weak


I don't know what it is that you've done to me...
but it's caused me to act in such a crazy way.
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing...
it's a feeling I don't understand.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.

I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

It's time after time after time I've tried to fight it.
But your love is strong it keeps on holding on.
Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading.
In my condition I don't want to be alone.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.

I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

I try hard to fight it.
No way can I deny it.
Your love's so sweet.
It knocks me off my feet.

I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

I get so weak...
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak...
Boy it's something I can't explain.
I get so weak...
Something 'bout the way you do
the things you do ooh ooh, it...
knocks me right off of my feet,
off of my feet.
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak.


I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.



SWV - Weak


JoJo - Weak

Thursday 2 April 2009

Queer Night Dream

Good afternoon!

At least, I could still remember some of the events that happened in my dreams last night.

Hmm, let me recall those stuffs...

The "Real One" and the "Resembling One"... oh yeah... the "Real One" was talking with the "Resembling One" as if they have known each other for long. But I was aware that I was only within the realms of my night dreams.

I know that there are a lot of things that happened in my dreams. But I just can't recall those.

Anyway, I know that there is something more queer that might happen to me sooner or later.