Thank God dahil nakagising ako. Sana ay maayos naman akong makapag-serve sa simbahan mamaya as a choir member. At least, nama-manage kong makapagsilbi sa 2 simbahan (medyo palyado na nga lang sa isa kong simbahan). Ako rin kasi ang gumawa ng justification doon.
And now, nararamdaman ko uli yung mga ilang pangyayari kahapon. Ganoon pa rin marahil kalakas ang impact sa akin dala ng mga alaala ng nakaraan. Ang dating masaya na bigla na lang naging uri ng palamigan.
Malakas rin kasi yung pakiramdam kong unti-unti na rin siyang gumagawa ng paraan para magkaayos na kami, at para na rin maibalik yung saya ng pagkakaibigan namin. Aaminin ko, napakalaki ng panghihinayang kong nawala na lang basta ang nabuong pagkakaibigan sa amin.
Perhaps, ganoon nga kahalaga sa akin ang magkaroon ng isang kaibigan, lalo na yung taong tinutukoy ko. As the saying goes: "No man is an island." That's why I'm still searching for true persons for true friendship.
I could remember the time na bigla na lang ako kinausap sa isang himpilan at doon na rin nagsimula ang masaya naming pagkakaibigan. Salamat na rin sa matalik kong kaibigan at sa isa rin naming kaibigan. At may mga moments din na may kaunting tampuhan pero magkakaayos uli.
Ako na rin marahil ang mali. Iba rin kasi ang daloy ng pagkatao ko. Moody na nga, may sarili pang mundo at short-tempered pa. Mabuti pa yung matalik kong kaibigan, kasundong kasundo niya yung taong tinutukoy ko to the point na diretso pa minsan sa bahay ng bestfriend ko yung taong yun para lang tumambay at makipagkwentuhan. Kung sa bagay, ayaw ni madirdaks na may bisita sa aming balur.
Anyway, I could still remember yung time na pumunta kami ng taong iyon sa isang liwasan kasama yung mga matatalik naming kaibigan. It was the first time na nakasama ko siya. Such an unforgettable experience that will forever linger in my heart and mind.
Hanggang sa mga sunod-sunod na ang mga pangyayari na unti-unti na ring nawawala yung diwa ng pagkakaibigan namin. Ako na nga rin yung mali. At nahihiya akong ihayag dito yung ilan sa mga pangyayaring yun. Aaminin ko na ring duwag at hambog ako.
But then, napagtanto ko sa sarili ko na dapat ko rin minsan tanggalin ang aking kapalaluan sa sarili ko. Alam na alam kong ang pride ko ang mismong makasisira sa akin. If only I could say the words as: "I am sorry for what I have done."
Thanks to BoA, her songs comfort me especially the one that I have embedded here. Her mellow voice says that she's the most humble person ever. How I wish, she'll be one of my bestfriends ever.
If only that person is here beside me. How I wish, napatawad na niya ako sa pagkakamaling naipatanaw ko sa kanya. Pagod na rin akong tumangis simula pa kanina.
Yesterday is Philippines' 111th Independence Anniversary. What is so special? It's all about freedom of our insular country from any ruling entity.
Oo nga pala, Wikang Filipino ang dapat kong gamitin! Puwede rin ba rito ang Kapampangan?
Anyway, kakabasa ko lang ng blog ni "Melting Pen" (hulaan niyo kung sino siya). More on politics din ang mga blog entries niya. Talagang makikita sa kanya ang pagiging nasyonalistiko (o mapagmahal sa bayan). Ganoon din ako dahil ang Pilipinas ang kumupkop at tumulong sa akin upang maging malakas at kapaki-pakinabang. O diba, mukhang pamilyar ang mga nasabi ko! Wari mang iniirog ko rin ang mga bansang Hapon, Korea (mapa-hilaga man o timog), Espanya, at Pransya.
Speaking of those countries ang nabanggit ko, dalawa doon ang sumakop na sa Pilipinas. Hindi naman siguro mali ang ibigin ko rin ang dalawa sa mga nanakop sa Pilipinas. After all, nakaraan na yung ginawa ng pananakop nila, at hindi kasalanan ng mga pinuno at ibang tagapamahala ang pagsakop ng kanilang mga ninuno sa Pilipinas.
Anyway, naniniwala ako na sa sarili kong paraan ay makakatulong ako sa pag-unlad ng ating bansa. Nagsisimula iyon sa loob ng tahanan. Sa tahanan kasi tayo hinuhubog ng magandang asal through our parents (at least nabuhay ako kahit na walang nakagisnang ama). At dahil dala nga natin ang magandang asal, sasalaminin ng asal natin ang pakikitungo sa iba.
I know there are several ways of showing love to our country. Kung maaalala niyo, malapit na ang eleksyon. For sure, aware na tayo sa mga kaganapan sa ating pulitiko. I still believe in the righteousness of the Filipino Youth - to speak and act for the truth.
On ne s'aimera plus jamais Du même amour... oh, oh Terminé les "si" et les "mais" Fin de parcours... ouh, ouh, ah Yeah On peut bien le tourner comme on Veut Toi et moi ça fait deux malheureux
On ne s'aimera plus jamais Du même amour... ah baby A vivre d'excuses en regrets... oh, ah On tourne court... ouh, ouh, ouh, ouh, ha A quoi bon la guerre et le silence Embrassons-nous et bonne chance
Ouh, yeah...
La, la, la la, la... La, la, la If your love can make me feel right Ouh... plus jamais If your love can make me feel right Ah... du même amour Ouh, ouh, ouh, ouh, ha Make it, make it right On ne s'aimera plus jamais... oh yeah If your love can make me feel right, oh jamais If your love can make me feel right, du même Amour Ouh, ouh, alright
On n'a plus les gestes et les mots Plus d'illusions... no, no, no, no Et tous ces instants perdus... oh, ah Et sans raison... aïe, aïe, aïe, aïe Cet amour qui nous a fait si peur N'aura jamais sa dernière heure...
Quand on a fini de se croire... oh Y'a plus d'amour... no, no, no Voila la fin de l'histoire C'est fini, c'est fini, yeah ah, ha, Ha, ha... J'aurai bien voulu tout oublier Je n'ai réussi quà te pardonner Yeah
On ne s'aimera plus jamais, no No, no, no If your love can make me feel right Ah ah... du même amour Ouh, ouh, baby baby ha ha On ne s'aimera plus jamais... oh oh yeah If your love can make me feel right, oh jamais Jamais If your love can make me feel right, ho du Même amour 'Mour, 'mour, 'mour...
J'avais gardé ton sourir Nos plus beaux souvenirs Je vais garder ton sourire, baby Et je t'appartiens On ne s'aimerait plus, oh jamais, jamais Yeah, yeah, ho ha, hé namana mana ho yeah
Na na na na na If your love can make me feel right If your love can make me feel right, ho no Ho yeah On ne s'aimera plus jamais, oh yeah yeah If your love can make me feel right, na na na If your love can make me feel right Ha c'est fini, ha fini yeah yeah yeah yeah C'est fini, fini, fini, plus jamais
Ang aga kong nagising, samantalang 2:00 AM na akong nakatulog. Anyway, nakahanda na rin kasi ang cuerpo ko para sa school at work.
As what our Lord have said: "Ask and you shall receive; seek and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened for you."
At least, isa rin yun sa mga kasabihan ni Lord na pinanghahawakan ko. No wonder, my essential wishes and desires are just prayer away!
At para sa mga magte-take ngayon ng nursing board exams, I wish them GOOD LUCK. How I wish, kasama rin ako sa board. Ewan ko ba kasi sa sarili ko! Talagang krung krung din ako eh!
At least, naarawan din ako. As in, the sun has shone upon me. Thank heavens for this sunny morning!
Guess what? Kapamilya and Kapuso stars were at the Oreta Sports Complex. And I was again with my ever kuya, Joross Gamboa! For almost 4 years that we haven't seen each other, he had still recognised me! Plus, I had met his latest girlfriend, Katz Saga.
For years that I have been acquainted with Kuya Joross, I noticed that he somewhat changed, in terms of his wacky personality. What I mean, he's kind of mature now. He is not anymore like sort of childish as he was before. But for me, he is still one of my best kuyas ever. Go for it dude!
Speaking of Katz, she's from California. She's cool and fun, indeed. And we also got acquainted with Princess Miller. We've had fun time talking with each other.
Speaking of the game, it started with the prestigious entry of our mayor, Honourable Canuto Oreta. Let me think, I saw Derek, Jong, Jay-R, JC de Vera, Jose Manalo, Carlo Aquino, Mark Anthony Fernandez, and others. And the winners are...
KAPUSO STARS!
It was really fun. How I wish I'll be with Katz and Kuya Joross again. That's it for now. GRAZIE E CIAO!
Ang sarap talaga ng embutido ni Tita Cristy! Yum yum sarap! Talagang lasang-lasa ko yung savour ng pork with matching special cream!
Anyway, it's my first time na makasama sa Santacruzan sa San Bartolome. Yun nga lang, dahil youth minister ako doon ay taga-hila lang ako ng karo ng Birheng Maria. Pero masaya naman. Umikot lang kami sa mga kalye ng Tañong at San Agustin sa Malabon.
MEOW! Bakit kaya ganun? Nakakaramdam pa rin ako ng kaba? Basta, dedma lang yun.
Anyway, thanks uli sa embutido mula kay Tita Cristy!
I would like to thank God for His endless and countless blessings. No doubt that the Lord steadfastly loves me despite the fact that I'm stubborn and mischievous. If the people around me know that I would really like to change for the better. After all, the salvation and redemption of our Lord is at my reach.
Anyway, my mundane existence is the greatest mystery of my life. No person in this universe know why I exist. Of course, it's just the same with all the living creatures. Above all, HOMOS SUM. I am human. It's easy to say that I am human, yet it's hard to be human. It really takes a lot of good deeds for you to become a real human by heart and mind. But it takes only one mistake for the people to pinpoint you. Only a very small mistake could be a big catastrophe, especially when people have countless prejudgements against you.
In this world, we all know that humans and all other living creatures are subjected to love and to be loved. Yet, it's better to give and receive at the same time. But for me, TO GIVE LOVE IS MY HAPPINESS. Of course, one can not, or even, never please everyone despite the sacrifices and sufferings that one is going through. As for me, I feel rejected for most of the times. Yet, I am still grateful there are still a lot of people who accept and appreciate me.
Yep, this is life. I really love this kind of life. CARPE DIEM!
Haist, kakatapos ko lang sa DotA. Talagang napagod ako kanina!
Kaninang tanghali ay super practice sa choir. At least, almost a year na akong member ng Living Hope Chorale.
Ngunit mas inintindi ko kanina yung pag-serve ko sa Holy Family Parish as an altar server. Sa HFP din akong nagsimula, although naging Religion Club member ako noong high school at nakapag-serve na rin ako sa misa ng school namin as lector/commentator.
Sa HFP, halos wala namang gaanong nagbago doon except sa ibang knights na bago pa lang sa paningin ko. As usual, buhay pa rin yung president namin. Malaki pa rin ang pasasalamat ko sa kanya dahil pumayag siyang bumalik ako doon.
After sa HFP ay nagmadali naman ako sa SEMP para naman sa choir service ko. Akala ko nga ay uulan sa pagtakbo ko papunta doon dahil malakas yung ulan sa biyahe ko. Nawindang nga yung iba kong ka-choir dahil nakita nilang may dala ako ng sutana ko.
But guess what? HINANG-HINA ako. Hindi dahil sa dalawang simbahan na pinagsilbihan ko. In fact, masayang-masaya akong dalawang simbahan ang pinagsilbihan ko. Only few ones know why.
Nandito pa rin ako sa vicinity ng ABS-CBN. actually, nasa isang shop ako dahil maglalaro rin ako ng DotA after my blogging.
Nagbabakasakali lang ako dito na makikita ko dito sa ABS-CBN si Ate Roxanne o si Kuya Joross. Nami-miss ko na rin sila. Ilang panahon ko rin silang hindi nakikita. Pero iba ang mga nakasama ko sa Starbucks.
While I was drinking my sparkles, nasa katabing mesa ko ang mga Pinoy Dream Academy 2 Scholars na sina Bugoy, Laarni, Hansen, and Liezel with a lady (na hindi ko kilala). It's my first time din na nakaupo akong napakalapit sa kanila. They were talking about their activities sa career nila as singers. And then nakita ko si Angel Locsin na tinawag si Bugoy for something else.
If I am not mistaken, kinakabahan kuno si Bugoy dahil bonggang bonggang star si Angel Locsin. Anyway, kahit papaano ay idol ko rin si Angel Locsin. Gusto nga daw kunin ni Bugoy yung number ni Angel Locsin. Sayang, tinanong ko sana si Angel Locsin kung kakilala nga niya yung dati kong ka-grupo. Gusto ko na nga ring makipag-ayos sa dati kong ka-grupo dahil nag-apologise naman siya sa mga nagawa niya sa akin pero inetsa pwera ko pa siya. Ang taas talaga ng PRIDE ko.
At dahil kapwa ko silang mahilig sa music and singing, hindi ko namalayang kumakanta rin pala ako! Na-notice nga rin nilang kumakanta rin ako. I wonder kung ano ang sinasabi nila sa loob nila habang kumakanta ako?
Umalis din si Bugoy dahil ata kakanta siya sa isang place. And then bigla ring umentrada si Miguel. Nakanta ko naman yung Can't Take That Away ni Mariah Carey at saka naman itinuloy ni Miguel. In fairness, napansin din niyang kumakanta ako!
Tuloy pa rin ako sa pagiging bisi-bisihan ko. At dahil sa sobrang galak nila sa pagkukwento, biglang sinabi ng kasama nilang babae na naiistorbo daw nila ako sa pagre-review ko (which is I was just checking my brochures na nakuha ko mula sa mga companies noong nagkaroon ng job fair noong huli sa Trinoma). Hanggang sa napabahing ako (which is super akong nahiya sa kanila). Imagine, bigla bang sabihan ako ni Hansen na "bless you"! Sabay hand gesture naman si Miguel!
A few moments ay umalis na rin sila, at saka na umalis muna ako sa loob ng Starbucks at dito nga ako dumiretso sa shop. After this ay tatambay uli ako sa labas ng Starbucks para magbakasakali. I wonder kung maging friends ko na yung mga PDA 2 Scholars by the time na makita ko uli sila?
도대체 알 수가 없어 남자들의 마음 원할땐 언제고 다주니 이젠 떠난데 이런적 처음이라고 너는 특별하다는 그 말을 믿었어 내겐 행복이었어...
말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어졌다고 눈치가 없는 난 널 보채기만 했어 너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...
모든걸 쉽게 다주면 금방 실증 내는게 남자라 들었어 틀린 말 같진 않아 다시는 속지 않으리 마음 먹어 보지만 또다시 사랑에 무너지는게 여자야...
말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어 졌다고 눈치가 없는 난 널 보채기만 했어 너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까... "오늘 우린 헤어졌어 부디 행복하라고?? 너보다 좋은 사람 만나길 바란다고?? 너두 다른 남자랑 똑같애 날 사랑한다 말할땐 언제고 솔직히 나 니가 잘 되는거 싫어 나보다 예쁜 여자 만나 행복하게 잘 살면 어떡해?? 그러다 날 정말 잊어버리면 어떡해?? 난 이렇게 힘든데 힘들어 죽겠는데 아직도 널 사랑하는데..."
"사랑을 위해서라면 모든 다 할수 있는 여자의 착한 본능을 이용하지는 말아줘 ...
한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는게 이렇게 힘들고 어려울 줄 몰랐어 너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야 사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...
REAL NAME: Beyoncé Giselle Knowles BIRTHDATE: September 4, 1981 BIRTHPLACE: Houston, Texas LANGUAGE: English
The lead singer of Destiny's Child with Kelly Rowland, Michelle Williams, Farrah Franklin, LeToya Luckett, and LaTavia Roberson is none other than Beyoncé Knowles. As of now, she is promoting her latest album "I Am... Sash Fierce".
Crazy in Love, Naughty Girl, Baby Boy, Déjà Vu, Irreplaceable, Listen, If I Were A Boy, Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It), and Halo... they are just some of her famous singles from her solo album. Guess she has sold more than 50 million albums.
Her success has made a lasting impact on music industry. Almost every country in the world is playing her singles, and enjoying them at the same time.
Hottie afternoon! Damang dama na nga ang tag-init dito sa Pilipinas. At kinuha ko na kahapon yung final grades ko. THIS IS REALLY IT! Welcome na ako sa NCM 105! This is for real! Nalampasan ko rin ang pagsubok na pinagdaanan ko. Thanks kay Lord dahil mas natuto akong tumanaw sa aking pagkakamali at magpakatatag lalo sa lahat ng mga challenges na dumaan sa akin.
Anyway, dumako na tayo sa talagang topic ko.
Yesterday afternoon lang ay galing nga ako sa school dahil kinuha ko yung grades ko. Nakatulog din ako agad pagkatapos kong kumain ng tanghalian ko. Hindi ko na rin inindiyan ang init dahil summer na nga ngayon.
At dahil nga nakatulog ako, nakarating uli ako sa dimensyon ng aking panaginip. And speaking of my panaginip, halos malayo sa posibilidad ang nangyari sa akin. Ngunit tila wari gising ako noon. Bago ko pa ituloy, hindi ko na didiretsahin kung ano nga ba ang naging panaginip ko. Alam naman siguro ng iba sa inyo na overacting akong tao. Let's just say na may nangyaring kamunting tampuhan ngunit hindi na rin napigilan ang makipag-hug. Hanggang sa nagising na rin ako.
Pero bago yung "tampo-and-hug" portion na yun, may nangyari na ngang "schoolmate ba kita?", "padaan sa harap ng house", at "the real one with the resembling one". Pero halos sunod-sunod na nakakapanaginip ako na related sa mga nabanggit ko.
At noong evening na nagising ako, napansin kong tears have fallen down from my excruciated eyes. But still, hindi pa rin natatapos yung ganoong panaginip. Alam ko rin kasing makakapanaginip uli ako na related sa mga yun.
At noon gabi uli ay nanaginip ako uli. Let's just say na ang sitwasyon ay kasama ko yung ibang kaibigan at kakilala ko, at nakaluklok yung tinutukoy ko ngunit nagtaka ako sa panaginip ko kung bakit niya kasama yung schoolmate ko noong highschool (pero never ko naman naging ka-close yung schoolmate kong iyon). Isang munting panaginip lang yaon.
Ilang panahon ko na ring dala yung hinanakit sa loob ko. Hindi ko na nga alam kung kanino ka ba dapat ibaling ang saloobin ko. Dito ko na lang siguro mailalabas ang lahat sa blog kong ito.
And the utterance that breaks me more into shattered pieces: "Huwag ka nang magsalita pa kung hindi rin lang importante!"
It's so hot outside! Summer is really in the air! How am I suppose to wander around East Kamias and West Kamias then?
Well, I will only tell the past moments I've had during Holy Week.
PALM SUNDAY - attended Holy Mass HOLY MONDAY - idle... HOLY TUESDAY - medical exam for some purposes HOLY WEDNESDAY - idle... MAUNDY THURSDAY - lalala... GOOD FRIDAY - Via Crucis at Manila with the Bagatsings, procession at West Kamias BLACK SATURDAY - Easter Vigil PALM SUNDAY - uhm...
I don't know what it is that you've done to me... but it's caused me to act in such a crazy way. Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing... it's a feeling I don't understand.
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time, with thoughts of loving you on my mind. I can't figure out just what to do, when the cause and cure is you.
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak. I lose all control and something takes over me. In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase. I want you to stay with me, by my side. I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet. It knocks me right off of my feet. I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.
It's time after time after time I've tried to fight it. But your love is strong it keeps on holding on. Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading. In my condition I don't want to be alone.
'Cause my heart starts beating triple time, with thoughts of loving you on my mind. I can't figure out just what to do, when the cause and cure is you.
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak. I lose all control and something takes over me. In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase. I want you to stay with me, by my side. I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet. It knocks me right off of my feet. I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.
I try hard to fight it. No way can I deny it. Your love's so sweet. It knocks me off my feet.
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak. I lose all control and something takes over me. In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase. I want you to stay with me, by my side. I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet. It knocks me right off of my feet. I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.
I get so weak... Blood starts racing through my veins I get so weak... Boy it's something I can't explain. I get so weak... Something 'bout the way you do the things you do ooh ooh, it... knocks me right off of my feet, off of my feet. Can't explain why your loving makes me weak.
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak. I lose all control and something takes over me. In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase. I want you to stay with me, by my side. I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet. It knocks me right off of my feet. I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.
At least, I could still remember some of the events that happened in my dreams last night.
Hmm, let me recall those stuffs...
The "Real One" and the "Resembling One"... oh yeah... the "Real One" was talking with the "Resembling One" as if they have known each other for long. But I was aware that I was only within the realms of my night dreams.
I know that there are a lot of things that happened in my dreams. But I just can't recall those.
Anyway, I know that there is something more queer that might happen to me sooner or later.
"IT IS A GREAT STUPIDITY WHEN YOU FIRST REACT AND CRITICISE ON OTHER'S MISTAKES AND WEAKNESS RATHER THAN WHEN YOU LOOK AND REFLECT FIRST ON YOUR OWN WRONGDOINGS AND FOOLISHNESS."
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