It's almost 4:00 AM... yet I still can't sleep... for whatever reason, I'm going to tell it here... after all, truth will show up no matter how you hide it... that is why I have decided to reveal it before the truth does...
It's been a long time since I haven't posted a blog. For sure, this is my new blog that I'm going to post. My past blogs were now relocated in my MySpace account. I might be busy for the following days, weeks, and months because I now work in a call centre. I have to earn some for my future, as some good people do. But my communication with my friends and other people is not truly disconnected. I used to contact them through Yahoo! Messenger or Windows Live Messenger. Thanks to modern technology for I am still in touch with my friends and other people whom I consider as important ones of my life. And speaking of messenger, this is how the true story of mine went...
I was in my training office awhile ago. And I opened my MSN account through Windows Live Messenger. And when I logged on to Windows Messenger, I saw some online contacts. Most of them are my co-trainees. I thought that my MSN account will be vanished because I was already out of our training due to my consultation to our family doctor last Monday. I was diagnosed that I have Respiratory Tract Infection, but my vital signs is still alright. Back to the story, there was this person in online status on my messenger. I'm not going to tell that person's name to respect his privacy of identity. I decided to talk with that person because I was almost bored in my training office. For almost a year, I used to talk with that person whenever no one is talking with me on messenger. Although he is also boring to talk with, I still insist to talk with him. For whatever reason, I cannot tell.
Perhaps, I may say, that person is the remembrance of my Best friend. I was talking with that person about my plans before the month of November ends. Sinister plans of mine, I'm not going to tell it. But that person doesn't care about things that are not important (verily senseless, that is). And that's the time I told him that I must not mind things that are not important. And he added that I should not tell senseless things to other people. For sure, I am childish. And I'm still used say some things that are not related to such topics or something.
For that meantime, I was almost speechless. I don't know how to respond back. And then suddenly, I remember my Best Friend. Because that person, as I have said, is the remembrance of my Best Friend. Somehow, they have the same aspects of personality, but not strictly whole. I suddenly told that person that I truly miss my Best Friend as well as with his twin sibling. And then that person told me that I should say such things with others (and not to that person). And that person told me that it is not truly important (for the case of that person). I did not notice that my tears are falling down from my cold and red eyes (due to low temperature of my training office). I was almost speechless and motionless that moment. Anyway, if that is the viewpoint of that person, I have nothing to blame of something.
Still, I am not sleepy. Maybe I should take some medicine that will make me fall asleep. I have to help my other Best Friend to enroll afterwards.
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