Thursday 31 December 2009

Végső Szolgáltatás


Good evening.

Within few moments, we will be leaving the year 2009. Napakarami na ngang nangyari sa taong ito.

Kanina lang, I have made my final decision na iwanan na ang Living Hope Chorale na aking pinaglingkuran sa loob ng higit isang taon. Napakatagal na rin nun.

Kung ano man ang mga dahilan ko, only my heart and mind know about it.

Naging masaya naman ang aking pamamalagi sa choir na yun. Pero siyempre, may mga bagay na nangyayari na hindi naiiwasan.

Gaya ng sinabi ng isa kong ka-grupo nitong mga nakaraang madaling araw, walang perpektong grupo. Sang-ayon naman ako sa pananaw na yun.

Aaminin ko sa sarili ko, napakarami ko ring kapintasan. At lalung lalo na, napakarami kong pagkukulang sa sarili ko at sa mga naging ka-grupo ko. Ni hindi ko man lang kasi natupad sa mga karamihan sa mga expectations nila sa akin. Pero siyempre, dapat pa ring punain muna ng sino man ang sarili niya bago siya manghusga ng iba.

My conclusion? Lilipat na ako ng ibang grupo. Ngunit hindi ibig sabihin nun ay tuluyan ko nang puputulin ang ugnayan ko sa Living Hope Chorale. Malaki rin ang aking utang na loob sa kanila, lalo na sa aming president na kung hindi dahil sa kanya ay hindi ako magiging bahagi ng aming grupo. Grabe, napakarami kong natutunang aral sa kanila.

Oh siya, aalis na ako. Kailangan ko pang samahan si mommy pati yung tita ko. At paniguradong gagala kami ng mga kaibigan ko. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

GOODBYE 2009! WELCOME 2010!
PROUD TO BE LHC MEMBER!

Wednesday 30 December 2009

OneRepublic - Apologize


I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new, yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa whoa

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground



Sunday 27 December 2009

LHC Christmas Party 2009 and Bulacan Visit

Good evening!

Ahahay, I haven't had yet any sort of rest. I just arrived back from my other necessities.

Tonight was the Christmas Party of my choir group, Living Hope Chorale. I must say, it was my first to attend their party. It was also the 27th anniversary of my choir group. We spent almost the whole night with my co-members. And I was terribly drunk, though I managed to get along with them.




After the party, I went to a computer shop to check for any alerts and requests on my Friendster and Facebook accounts. I also made some plurks too. Afterwards, I saw my two co-members in front of a convenience store buying some food stuff for the continuation of their drinking session in my other co-member's house. And then I stayed there for awhile until the sun has almost risen from the Philippines' horizon.

I went back home to rest for some few hours. I wasn't that sleepy anymore because the sun's rays are striking my poor, swollen eyes. So I decided to cleanse myself and clothe to go to my relatives' houses in Bulacan.

On my trip, I was thinking a lot of things. I first thought of my brother who did a lot of astonishing things. Indeed, he's kindda mature enough to handle such matters. And he already knows what's right and what's wrong. You know, I sometimes envy my brother who acts more mature than me. After all, my childish personality in me continues to linger on. But I can't help it but to be happy of my childish personality.

As soon as arrived in Sapang Palay, I first met my grandfather who was walking along that place. And it seemed that he's up to something - not really bad. And then I saw my aunt with her kids which happens to be my cousins. As I was eating in the dining room, my grandmother arrived and she hugged me so tightly as if we haven't met for very long. And then she started talking about family matters, which didn't make me astonished for I know almost everything.

Afterwards, I headed towards the house of my another aunt. Inside their house, we also talked about some matters. By the way, his husband is already working abroad.

And then I roamed around that place. As soon as I saw my cousin's house, I went there to greet him. It's good for him that he will be graduating by next year. And then he will also take the nursing board exams. In my case... I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!

After some moments, I bid my relatives goodbye. At least, I knew the place where I supposed to go - mama's house.

As I arrived in mama's place, it was a bit hard for me to locate her house. But it wasn't that long when I arrived at their place. I first saw a girl who was cuddling my youngest brother. She was the "kinakapatid" of my sister. Inside, I saw my sister, who was madly shocked at my appearance, and her boyfriend, who was with her since early morning. They've been lovers since high school. And I'm glad that their relationship as lovers is strong.

My expression about my sister's boyfriend? Mysterious. Yep, his boyfriend is still a mystery. Perhaps, he was just shy at me because it was our first time to meet.

In mama's house, we were watching a funny Philippine movie. Now let me give you a clue... it's about twins being starred by a comedienne. Got it? Few moments later, mama just got home. And when she saw me, she was also madly shocked, and she was puzzled on how I got into their place. I just told them that my human instinct lead me to their place. And then I had some bonding moments with my mom.




It was almost late at night when I left mama's house. I must admit, I want to know her, and I want to be with her even for a month. Though she didn't take care of me before, I also love her like how I love my mommy who has been taking care of me for almost 22 years.

Friday 25 December 2009

Pasko 2009

Good evening!

Merry Christmas to all of the readers and followers of my blog! It's a pleasure to be in this blog for long. Ang tagal ko na ring nagba-blog dito ano?

Buti na lang at dumating yung mga kapatid kong sina Ann, Aldrin, at Prince. Buti na lang at naka-bonding ko sila, lalo na si Aldrin. Of course, we're both guys! At dumating na rin yung iba kong mga kamag-anak. Somehow, masaya naman ang Christmas Celebration ko.

Sa mga kinuwento ng mga kapatid ko, napakarami na palang nangyari sa kanila. Wala kasi akong contact sa kanila kaya hindi ko na nasusubaybayan ang takbo ng kanilang buhay. Eh paano, palagi silang nagpapalit ng number pero hindi naman nila nase-save yung number ko.

Shocking! Yes, so shocking! Kung sa bagay, c'est la vie.

So what should I do now?

Bukas nga pala ay ang Christmas Party ng Living Hope Chorale. Ano kaya ang magandang rakizta outfit?

At kailan nga pala ang Christmas Party ng PYM ng San Bartolome? I need to know kung kailan.

Oh siya, hanggang dito na muna. Fröhliche Weihnachten!

Thursday 24 December 2009

Christmas Eve 2009

Good evening!

I can feel na fulfilled naman ako ngayong taong ito. Kung tutuusin, napakaraming blessings na ang mga dumating sa akin. I am so grateful dahil masaya pa rin ako sa buhay na tinatahak ko.

Napakarami na ring pagsubok ang dumagok sa akin. But I never gave up to fight all of the obstacles na dumating. At heto, I'm a survivor!

Marami na ring dumaang mga pangyayari sa buhay ng ibang tao. Nandoon na yung pagsalanta ng mga bagyong Ondoy at Pepeng, ang malagim na Maguindanao massacre, ang pag-alburoto ng Mayon, at marami pa. Pero I'm still na nakayanan pa rin ng mga taong pilit na nakikiasabay sa takbo ng mundong ito.

Ang mga blessings? Many to mention. Were those worth it? Oo naman!

Kanina nga pala ay nag-serve ako sa High Mass ng Holy Mass nang hindi ko inaasahan. Hindi na nga ako nakasama sa Santa Claus Parade ng San Bartolome. Ni hindi rin ako nakasama sa Christmas Eve Celebration ng San Exequiel. At least, God permitted me to serve him sa Holy Family dahil doon naman ako talaga unang nanilbihan. For 5 years sa pagiging altar server, alam kong worth naman ang posisyon ko doon kahit na marami ring mga nangyari sa akin bilang knight.

Thank God kung hindi dahil sa Kanya, everything would not be possible. At kay Bro, Siya nga ang Star ng Pasko!

Wednesday 23 December 2009

Leadership

Good evening.

Hindi ko inaasahang mapapa-blog ako ng ganito.

LEADERSHIP.

What is leadership?

According to English Wikipedia, it has been described as “process of social influence in which one person can enlist the aid and support of others in the accomplishment of a common task”. Alan Keith of Genentech states that, "Leadership is ultimately about creating a way for people to contribute to making something extraordinary happen." According to Ken "SKC" Ogbonnia, "effective leadership is the ability to successfully integrate and maximize available resources within the internal and external environment for the attainment of organizational or societal goals." According to Ann Marie E. McSwain, Assistant Professor at Lincoln University, “leadership is about capacity: the capacity of leaders to listen and observe, to use their expertise as a starting point to encourage dialogue between all levels of decision-making, to establish processes and transparency in decision-making, to articulate their own values and visions clearly but not impose them. Leadership is about setting and not just reacting to agendas, identifying problems, and initiating change that makes for substantive improvement rather than managing change.”

Indeed, this is my topic for this evening.

Naging leader na rin ako sa college classroom, pati na rin sa iba kong affiliated organisations. Ikanga, pinilit kong makisama noon sa mga ka-miyembro ko kahit na marami rin akong pagkakamali. Dahil naniniwala ako sa kasabihang "a good leader must me a good follower". Naramdaman ko rin yun sa isang kong kakilalang leader na halos napupuno na rin sa mga miyembro niya. Oo, isa ako sa mga pasaway niyang members. Pero never kong inisip na iwanan ko nang tuluyan yung grupo, kahit na sabihin nilang busy rin ako sa mga iba kong affiliations. Alam kong, may inaasahan siya sa akin na task ko as a member dahil hindi para sa kanya yung gagawin ko, kung hindi para sa Pinakamataas sa amin. Pero yun nga, may mga ilang bagay ako na hindi ko rin puwedeng iwanan. But I really can't let go of the affiliations na sinalihan ko.

I guess, dapat ko ko na lang baguhin sa sarili ko yung ugali ko lalo na yung pagiging isip-bata ko dahil alam kong may mga naiinis sa akin, bagay naman na nakakaabot sa akin. And I am very aware of it. Pero alam ko sa sarili kong wala akong intensyong gumanti ng masama sa kanila. But instead, pipilitin ko pa rin silang unawain. Pero dapat ko ring isama yung naisin na baguhin ang sarili ko. Oo, masarap maging bata sa image, pero dapat rin akong magpaka-mature at dapat din ako lalong matutong makiramdam sa mga viewpoint ng iba.

I guess, hanggang dito na muna. Baka tamarin na rin yung mga posibleng makabasa nito. Ang masasabi ko lang, another big lesson ang araw na ito para sa akin. At sa leader na binabanggit ko, huwag na sana siyang bumaba sa puwesto dahil he's worth na mamuno sa amin, lalo na't kapatid na rin ang turing niya sa amin at hindi rin siya nagkulang sa pamamalakad niya sa amin. In my little way, sisikapin kong baguhin ang sarili ko. Hindi man 100% ang promise, I am certain that Bro will help to amend my life as his servant.

Tuesday 22 December 2009

SEMP Grand Choir and SBP Paskong Paslit 2009

Good evening!

Haist, sandali lang yung tulog ko kanina. Imagine, after ng caroling namin ay hindi na ako natulog. Ka-bonding ko rin kasi yung friend ko kagabi dahil never pa kaming nagkaroon ng mahabang bonding. Sayang nga lang dahil hindi namin kasama yung isa naming friend na tinuring ko na ring best friend ko.

After ng bonding moments ay umuwi muna ako sandali para maghilamos at magpalit ng damit para pumunta sa simbang gabi sa San Exequiel. Supposedly sana ay hindi ako aakyat sa service dahil hindi naman ako na-assign para nga doon. Pero noong malapit nang magsimula yung mass, wala pa rin yung ibang tenor. Eh paano, mga "enggalotz"! Kaya ako muna ang nag-substitute. Buti at may bass, alto at soprano sa amin before nag-start yung misa. Aside sa aming Living Hope, naroon din ang Coro de San Lorenzo, Bigkis, at Exequiellian Voices. Buti nga't nandoon yung classmate ko noong elementary na taga Coro. Imagine, saka ko lang siya naging ka-close noong nagtagpo uli kami! At di-kalaunan ay dumating na rin yung ibang tenor pati yung president namin na bass. At least, naranasan ko ring makapag-serve na kasama yung iba't ibang choir members from different groups.

After ng misa ay super uwi na ako at nagpahinga sandali. After lunch ay pumunta na ako sa San Bartolome para sa paskong paslit. In fairness, ang daming bata na super kulit ever. But it was worth it na napasaya naming mga youth ministers ang mga kapos-palad na kabataan. After all, it's our obligation na tumulong sa kanila in accordance of the corporal works of mercy.

After ng activity, nagkaroon naman kaming mga youth ministers ng pagkakataon na makapagpahinga at magkaroon ng kaunting bonding. In my case, medyo nawalan ako ng kuneksyon sa kanila. Kaya sisikapin ko pa ring maka-bonding uli sila, lalo na't tapos na ako ng pag-aaral at marami na akong oras para bumawi naman.

At heto, kakauwi ko lang. Mamayang madaling araw naman ay service ng choir group ko. Oo, nga pala... kailan ko makukuha yung uniform ko?

Monday 21 December 2009

After Almost 5 Years... AGAIN AND AGAIN!

Good evening!



Si Jung Eui Chul (정의철) yung larawan na nasa itaas. Hmm, nasaan kaya siya nito? Nasa isang okasyon kaya siya? Anyway, hindi siya ang topic ko ngayon!

Haist, kakatapos lang naming mag-caroling sa mga bahay-bahay ng ilan kong ka-choir. In fairness, masarap naman yung "dried sopas" na kinain namin na niluto ng isa naming soprano. Yun nga lang, nilait-lait ng iba kong ka-choir. Was it her fault kung naging ganun yung sopas? Hindi naman, diba? At napansin ko lang, iinit at lalamig ang panahon. Kung sa bagay, epekto ng global warming. At ngayon naman, ang init-init!

In fairness, it's almost 5 years since I first fell in true love. Ang corny noh, dahil ganito na lang lagi ang topic ko sa blog na ito. Dito lang kasi ako mas nakakapaglabas ng damdamin ko. At eto, halos parang ganito na naman ang eksena.

Nagsimula sa walang kiber. Pero ayun, natamaan na lang nang basta. Sa una, paghanga lang ang nadarama sa taong yun. Ngunit hindi naglaon, ayun na nga't napagtantong nahulog na lang. Walang ibang ginagawa. Ni hindi man lang nakikipag-usap. Pero ano ang nagawa niya at ganun na naman ang nangyari sa akin?

Pero napansin ko, napapasulyap na rin siya sa akin nang hindi ko mawari. Ano kaya ang ibig sabihin ng mga titig niya sa akin? In the first, ayaw kong bigyan na lang ng kahulugan yung mga ganung simpleng tanaw. Pero bakit parang kakaiba?

Speaking of my letter that I wrote for that person somewhere, nabatid na niya kayang para sa kanya yun? Imagine kasi, halos hawig ng pangalan niya yung Korean name na nilagay ko sa sulat. Supposedly, isang palaisipan sa lahat kung sino ang naglalang ng sulat at kung para kanino yung sulat.

Ahahay, kung ano-ano na naman ang tumatakbo sa isip ko. Baliw na nga ako!



Sana ay magkaroon na ako ng trabaho by January. Miss ko na ang work ko as an agent!

And by the way, 3 years from now ay magaganap na ang sinasabing "DOOMSDAY". Scary, isn't it? Ano nga ba ang mangyayari after 3 years?

Friday 18 December 2009

Life after College

Good evening!

Guess Christmas 2009 is fast approaching. Only few days left before the core season. Bright lights, children carol, and merry music make me feel like Christmas is indeed in the air. But there's one thing that I really miss - school life.

For more than 2 decades that I had been attending school, this is my first time to miss schooling so much. I miss the moments with classrooms, classmates, schoolmates, teachers, and books that I used to bring. And most especially, I miss the moments wherein I commit mistakes, but learn to value it - for experience is the best teacher.

In fact, I'm still planning of taking another course. Perhaps, I wasn't brave enough to let go of schooling. And perhaps, I still would like to learn more things. After all, I'm still young to stop me from being educated. But my mother had done her part in sending me to school. I guess, I need to find a way to send myself to an educational institution using my own financial efforts.


MAYA-MAYA DAY CARE CENTER
under Ms. Rosalina Mana



SAINT GABRIEL ACADEMY
Kinder 2 (Santan) under Mrs. Virginia A. de Guzman
Grade 1 (Maunawain) under Ms. Babiet Mabborang
Grade 2 (Saint Thomas) under Mrs. Susana Ganibo
Grade 3 (Saint Augustine) under Ms. Myla Luz Peñaflor
Grade 4 (Saint Paul) under Ms. Ma. Lourdes Sanguyo
Grade 5 (Joy) under Ms. Elenita Cabañero
Grade 6 (Joshua) under Ms. Sylvia A. Elli



ESPIRITU SANTO PAROCHIAL SCHOOL
Freshman (Perseverance) under Mrs. Josephine Aseo
Sophomore (Our Lady of Fatima) under Ms. Rhoda V. Maximo
Junior (Saint Ignatius) under Ms. Korina Eleda
Senior (Saint Martin) under Mr. Dexter Edrosa


OUR LADY OF FATIMA UNIVERSITY
too many to mention...

Perhaps, my memory is still essentially sharp.

To all the people who made my present entity possible, THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Thursday 17 December 2009

2NE1 - I Don't Care



Hey playboy, it's about time and your time's up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
Sometime you gotta act like you don't care
That's the only way you boys learn

니 옷깃에 묻은 립스틱을 나는 절대로 용서못해
매일 하루에 수십번 꺼져있는 핸드폰
변하지 않을것만 같아 oh oh

그저 친구라는 수많은 여자친구
날 똑같이 생각하지마 I want let it bye
이제 니 맘대로해 난 미련을 버릴래
한땐 정말 사랑했는데 oh

가끔씩 술에 취해 전활 걸어 지금은 새벽 다섯시반
넌 또 다른 여자의 이름을 불러 no no

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
'Cause I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh

'Cause I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don't care

다른 여자들의 다리를 훔쳐보는
니가 너무너무 한심해
매일 빼놓는 커플링 나 몰래 한 소개팅
더이상 못참을것같아 oh oh oh

넌 절대 아니라는 수많은 나의친구
난 너땜에 친구들까지 타일렀지만
차라리 홀가분해 너에게 난 과분해
내 사랑이라 믿었는데 oh oh oh

오늘도 바쁘다고 말하는 너 혹시나 전화해봤지만
역시 뒤에선 여자 웃음소리가 들려 oh no

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
'Cause I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh

'Cause I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don't care

난 너땜에 울며 지새던 밤을 기억해 boy
더 후회할 널 생각하면 맘이 쉬웠네 boy
날 놓치긴 아깝고 갖기엔 시시하잖니
있을때 잘하지 너 왜 이제와 매달리니

속아준 거짓말만 해도 수백번
오늘 이후로 난 남자 울리는 bad girl
이젠 눈물 한방울 없이 널 비웃어
사랑이란 게임 속 loser
무릎꿇고 잡을 수 있니
아님 눈 앞에서 당장 꺼져

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
You know I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
You know I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
I don't care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don't care




Thursday 10 December 2009

Ligaya at Hapdi




Good evening! Don't think of something queer about my blog title!

At last, nabili ko na rin yung album ni BoA na BoA Deluxe Album! Ayos lang kahit na naisangla ko yung mobile phone ko, it's worth it na hindi ko pinalampas ang pagka-disponible ng latest album ni BoA!

Imagine, ilang ulit kong pinag-isipan mabuti kung dapat ko na nga isangla yung isa kong cellphone para magkaroon ng pambili ng album o hintayin ko pa ang Pasko paran ako makabili. Pero hindi ako makapaghintay eh! Iba na rin yung nagkaroon ako kaysa mawalan pa. In fairness, may poster pa ako!

At kaninang pagkagaling ko sa biyahe ay may natanaw akong hindi ko kailan man inasahang matatanaw. For all these times na nais ko siyang makita at makausap, pinalampas ko pa yung pagkakataong yun. Almost a year na noong huli ko siyang nakita, at sobra ko na ring nami-miss yun. Ang tanga ko eh.

Ganito kasi yung nangyari. Bumaba na ako sa bus sa harapan ng isang mall para bumili ng gamot sa botika na nasa mall. At noong pagkababa ko ay biglang gulat ko noong nakita ko siyang nag-aabang ng masasakyan. I am certain na nakita rin niya ako. Pero tumawid na ako nun. Grabe yung kaba sa kalooban ko. Ngayon lang ako uli kinabahan nang ganun. Eh paano, nakita ko uli siya eh. Noong nasa botika na ako, hindi ako mapakali kung dapat ko nga ba siyang puntahan o dapat na lang ako bumili ng gamot para sa nanay ko. Pero natanaw ko pa rin siyang naghihintay ng masasakyan. Kaya lumabas muna ako para magbakasakaling makausap siya kahit na saglit lang.

At ang tanga ko, sumegwei pa akong bumili ng yosi. At nagkatitigan uli kami. He certainly knew that I was looking sa kanya. At hanggang sa nakasakay na siya ng jeep. Ayun, kawawa ako!

For all these times na hindi ko siya nakita, grabe ang pagka-miss ko sa kanya kahit na I'm just an ordinary person na nakakasalubong lang niya sa daan. I cannot blame yung taong yun na pahalagahan din niya ako tulad ng pagpapahalaga sa kanya dahil siya na rin yung nagsabi sa akin dati na hindi ko hawak ang puso at isip ng ibang tao. Kung baga, it's one's disposition. But still, ako ang malaking tanga dahil pinakawalan ko pa yung pagkakataong makausap siya kahit na saglit lang. ANG TANGA KO.

Wednesday 9 December 2009

Famous Filipino Proverb

TAGALOG - Ang hindi lumingon sa pinanggaling ay hindi makakarating sa paroroonan.
KAPAMPANGAN - Ing e byasang malikid king kayang penibatan, e ya makaratang king kayang pupuntalan.
SUGBUANON - Kadtong dili molingi sa gigikanan, dili makaabot sa gipadulongan.
ILOKANO - Ti haan a tumaliaw iti naggapuanna, haan a makadanon iti papananna.
BIKOLANO - An dai tataong magsalingoy sa saiyang ginikanan, dai makakaabot sa padudumanan.
HILIGAYNON - Kon sin-o ang indi makahibalo magbalikid sang iya ginta-uhan, indi makaabot sa iya padulungan.
PANGASINENSE - Say toon agga onlingao ed pinanlapuan to, agga makasabi'd laen to.
WARAYNON - An diri maaram lumingi ha tinikangan, diri maulpot ha kakadtoan.

Tuesday 8 December 2009

Philippines' Situation

Pasintabi lang po sa mga tatanaw ng blog na ito.



Halos nawala na sa isip ko na gumawa naman ng isang entrada tungkol sa sarili kong bansa.

By the way, the picture is the scene after the Maguindanao massacre. The incident happened on the morning of November 23, 2009, in the town of Ampatuan. Some of the victims were about to file a certificate of candidacy for Esmael Mangudadatu, vice mayor of Buluan town. Mangudadatu was challenging Datu Unsay mayor Andal Ampatuan, Jr., son of the incumbent Maguindanao governor Andal Ampatuan, Sr., in the forthcoming Maguindanao gubernatorial election, part of the national elections in 2010. Those killed included Mangudadatu's wife, his two sisters, lawyers, aides, and motorists who were witnesses or were mistakenly identified as part of the convoy.

Kalunos-lunos talaga ang mga biktima na walang awang pinaslang. All they want is a peaceful and flawless election, right? So in this blog, I IMPETUOUSLY CONDEMN those people who did this and those who are behind this incident. And the worst thing is that even the people from media were also killed. Hindi rin biro ang trabaho ng mga mamahayag dahil palaging nakataya ang buhay nila sa paglalahad ng balitang totoo.

Ganito na nga ba kalala ang mga nangyayri dito sa Pilipinas? And speaking of Martial Law Declaration in the whole Province of Maguindanao, parang naaninag ko uli yung unang martial law na idineklara ng dating pangulong Ferdinand Marcos sa buong Pilipinas. Pero buti na lang at sa Maguindanao lang. Pero gayon pa man, hindi pa rin nawawala ang takot ko na baka magkaroon na ng matinding kaguluhan dito sa Pilipinas.

Kahapon nga, pinag-usapan nga nina MoJo at Grace yung tungkol sa politics. There was this caller who asked Grace tungkol sa ibang pulitiko sa Korea na kapag malapit nang mabisto ang kabalahuraan ay magre-resign na para hindi na mapahiya pa. Iyon din ang bagay na nilinaw ni Grace Lee sa caller. And she also added that they had two former Korean presidents who were involved in massacres. May death penalty raw doon, pero dahil naging pinuno nga sila ng Republika ng Korea ay ibinaba nila ang hatol sa dalawang pangulo. At, kung may anomalya man daw ang sino man sa mga pulitiko sa Korea ay hindi naman "garapalan" gaya ng iba rito (OOPS, HANGGANG DITO NA LANG!).

Kung sa bagay, may point talaga si Grace Lee about doon. Isa lang masasabi ko, ang GALING MAGTAGALOG NI GRACE LEE! Para nga siyang hindi Koreana eh! Anyway, pinapasaya ko na lang ang sarili ko dahil negativism na nga yung topic ko rito.

Monday 30 November 2009

BoA Deluxe Album... now here in the Philippines!

Good day!

Guess today is the last day of Nursing Licensure exams. It actually started yesterday. Guess it's really pressurising! And I don't want to think about it!



The above image is from BoA Deluxe album. I should have known that it was released here in the Philippines on November 18, 2009. Awesome! I can't believe that BoA's latest album is now released!

1. I Did It For Love (featuring Sean Garrett)
2. Energetic
3. Did Ya
4. Look Who's Talking
5. Eat You Up
6. Obsessed
7. Touched
8. Scream
9. Girls On Top
10. Dress Off
11. Hypnotic Dancefloor
12. Energetic [Radio Edit]
13. Control
14. Crazy About

I'm so excited to have one today! If only BoA knew how much I idolise her. Honestly, she's my most favourite singer more than I do with my favourite Filipino singers. After all, we're both Asians and no one can opt me from liking her!

How I wish, BoA will make a breakthrough here in the Philippines! Surely, I'm her number 1 Filipino fan!

Friday 27 November 2009

アイヌ イタク

AINU ITAK.

It is one of the moribund languages of the modern world. It is spoken spoken by members of the Ainu ethnic group on the northern Japanese island of Hokkaido.

Until the twentieth century, Ainu languages were also spoken throughout the southern half of the island of Sakhalin and by small numbers of people in the Kuril Islands. All but the Hokkaido language are extinct, with the last speaker of Sakhalin Ainu having died in 1994, and Hokkaido Ainu is moribund, though there are ongoing attempts to revive it.

Ainu, for the meantime, has no generally accepted genealogical relationship to any other language family.

Ainu, for me, should be one of the official languages of Japan. That's all.

Thursday 26 November 2009

Facebook Stuffs

Good day!

Here are some of my pics from Facebook Applications. I must confess, I'm madly obsessed with Facebook apps!

Here's the picture of my restaurant from the application RESTAURANT CITY (by PlayFish)



Looks very Asian eh? And I named it NIKKAN-HANIL. Guess it's obviously from Japanese and Korean! And my servings? ASIAN and EUROPEAN dishes. Let's take a look at my interior part of my restaurant!



Colourful, isn't it?

And here's the picture of my farm from the application FARMVILLE (by ZYNGA)



As you see, those are the flags of Japan and Korea! It was not that hard for me to construct those flags. By next time, I'll construct the Philippine flag in my farm using hay bales!

And look at my farm, lots of animals!



Why not play these games on Facebook? It sure will be fun!

Monday 16 November 2009

Lady Gaga - Paparazzi



We are the crowd, we're c-coming out
Got my flash on it's true, need that picture of you
It's so magical,
We'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans, garage glamorous,
Not sure what it means, but this photo of us
It don't have a price, ready for those flashing lights,
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar you know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi
Promise i'll be kind, but i won't stop until that boy is mine,
Baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi

I'll be your girl, backstage at your show,
Velvet ropes and guitars, yeah 'cause you're my rockstar,
In between the sets, eyeliner and cigarettes,

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn,
My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry,
It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar you know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi
Promise i'll be kind, but i won't stop until that boy is mine,
Baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi

Real good, we dance in the studio,
Snap, snap to that xxxx on the radio
Don't stop, for anyone,
We're plastic but we still have fun!

I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar you know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi
Promise i'll be kind, but i won't stop until that boy is mine,
Baby you'll be famous chase you down until you love me,
Papa-paparazzi




Sunday 15 November 2009

Salutation



Magandang hapon po sa inyong lahat! Nais ko lang po batiin si Manny Pacquiao sa matagumpay niyang pakikipaglaban kay Cotto. It was great!

It only prooves na palaban ang mga Pilipino sa ano mang pagsubok na dumating! At tulad ni Manny Pacquiao, hindi kailan man sumusuko ang tunay na Pilipino!

As the saying goes: WINNERS NEVER QUIT, WHEREAS QUITTERS NEVER WIN.

Am I right?

Friday 13 November 2009

Shakira - Suerte



Suerte que en el sur hayas nacido
Y que burlemos las distancias
Suerte que es haberte conocido
Y por ti amar tierras extrañas
Yo puedo escalar los Andes solo
Por ir a contar tus lunares
Contigo celebro y sufro todo
Mis alegrías y mis males

Le ro lo le lo le
Le ro lo le lo le
Sabes que estoy a tus pies

Contigo, mi vida
Quiero vivir la vida
Y lo que me queda de vida
Quiero vivir contigo
Contigo mi vida
Quiero vivir la vida
Y lo que me queda de vida
Quiero vivir contigo

Suerte que es tener labios sinceros
Para besarte con más ganas
Suerte que mis pechos sean pequeños
Y nos los confundas con montañas
Suerte que herede las piernas firmes
Para correr si un día hace falta
Y estos dos ojos que me dicen
Que he de llorar cuando te vallas

Le ro lo le lo le
Le ro lo le lo le
Sabes que estoy a tus pies

Contigo, mi vida
Quiero vivir la vida
Y lo que me queda de vida
Quiero vivir contigo
Contigo mi vida
Quiero vivir la vida
Y lo que me queda de vida
Quiero vivir contigo

Le ro lo le lo le
le ro lo le lo le
Sabes que estoy a tus pies

Le ro lo le lo le lo la
La felicidad tiene
Tu nombre y tu piel

Contigo, mi vida
Quiero vivir la vida
Y lo que me queda de vida
quiero vivir contigo
Ya sabes mi vida
estoy hasta el cuello por ti
Si sientes algo así
Quiero que te quedes junto a mi

Contigo, mi vida
Quiero vivir la vida
Y lo que me queda de vida
Quiero vivir contigo
Ya sabes mi vida
Estoy hasta el cuello por ti
Si sientes algo así
Quiero que te quedes junto a mi




Thursday 12 November 2009

Spice Girls - Goodbye



No no no no, no no no no, no no no no,

Listen little child, there will come a day
When you will be able, able to say
Never mind the pain, or the aggravation
You know there's a better way, for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it - no no no

No no no no

Just a little girl, big imagination
Never letting no-one take it away
Went into the world (into the world), what a revelation
She found there's a better way for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain, love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (gotta keep it strong before the pain
turns into fear)

So glad we made it, time will never change it
No no no no (No no no no)
You know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)

The times when we would play about
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain love's gonna be there for you
You'll always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend (I know your gone, you said you're gone,
but I can still feel you here)
It's not the end (you gotta keep it strong before the
pain turns into fear)

So glad we made it time will never never ever change it

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget you can rely

(No no no no)
you know it's time to say goodbye
(No no no no)
and don't forget on me you can rely

(No no no no)
I will help, help you on your way

No no no no
I will be with you every day




Tuesday 10 November 2009

22 Years of Living!

Good afternoon and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Ayan, 22 taong gulang na po ako. Ngunit ang sa akin lang ay tila pangkaraniwang araw lamang ito. Walang handa. Walang salo-salo. Walang kasayahan. As in wala. It's like I'm only stocked in my usual daily activities. Pero guess what? Bumili kami ni inang mudra ng bago kong ketay na Nokia 1661. Very basic pa rin naman ang bago kong mobile phone, and plus may radio pa. OK naman siya. Pero baka sa December ay magkaroon pa ako ng isang ketay dahil may bibili raw para sa akin.

Belated happy birthday nga pala kay Sandara Park (AKA Dara and Krung-Krung). Does she still remember me? Ni hindi ko pa nga siya gaanong naka-bonding noong nandito pa siya sa Pilipinas. Sana magkaroon pa rin ako ng pagkakataong maka-bonding siya.

Speaking of my birthday, malaki ang pasasalamat ko sa mga taong nakaalala sa akin lalo na si inang mudra. Kahapon nga lang ay kasama ko yung mga bago kong mga kaibigan na sobra akong kinukulit.

Nga pala, they have been my friends for the last couple of weeks. Babansagan ko na lang silang "Pampangueño" at "Batangueño". Speaking of them, they are so much isolated from the rest of the people in our place somewhere in Metro Manila. Nakilala ko kasi si "Pampangueño" nang marinig niya akong may kausap sa phone at nagkataong Kapampangan pa ang gamit ko. At first din kasi, medyo pangit ang impression ko kay "Pampangueño" - SUPLADO at CHOOSY. But it was nothing but a sort of misjudgment dahil hindi ko inakalang kakanain niya ako habang nakikipag-usap ako gamit ang aming salitang Kapampangan! TAKSIAPU! At ayun, ayos naman pala siyang kausap at sobra rin ang kakulitan niya. At nandun din kasi si "Batangueño" na naka-bonding ko na rin. Hanggang sa dumaan ang mga araw na naging close ko na rin sila.

Imagine, ako lang ang nakakausap nila sa lugar namin. Perhaps, I'm an open-minded person kaya siguro magaan din ang loob nila sa akin. Pero medyo iba ang nangyari noong nakasama ko sila kahapon.

Hindi ko na muna ilalahad. Perhaps, palilipasin ko na lang kung ano man ang nangyari kahapon. Ang masasabi ko lang: Sana ay naunawaan nila ang mga pinagdaraanan ko bago nila ako kulitin nang kulitin. Yun lang. Pero hindi ako galit noh! Why will I be angry sa araw ng kapanganakan ko?

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! At sana ay may mga makaalala pa rin sa akin kahit na papaano. Thank God I'm now 22.

Monday 9 November 2009

Celine Dion - I Love You



I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are as old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
Cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally found the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body couldn't move when I finally got to it
Just like a thousand times before

Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

Well maybe I, I need a little love yeah
And maybe I, I need a little care
And maybe I, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My babe


Thursday 5 November 2009

J-Musicians over K-Musicians

Good day! Gosh, this place where I am right now is so damn cold!

Guess today is my idol's birthday, BoA! 생일 축하합니다!



And tomorrow will be Lee Dong Wook's Birthday. Look at oppa, he is still looking young.




Speaking of K-Musicians, there are some singers who have released singles and albums in Japanese. It is quite evident that Koreans are capable of learning Japanese. The reason? It is thought that Japanese and Korean are related to each other due to the similarities of their sentence structure - subject-object-verb pattern. Plus, they are both agglutinative. But how come there are even some who have released singles or albums in English? Some of the best examples who have English singles and albums are BoA, Se7en, and Rain.

Speaking of J-Musicians, no pure Japanese has ever released any single or album in Korean (but I'm not kind of sure). Is it because they find it hard in speaking Korean? Or they are not interested because they know that Japanese is enough to be better? So, would it be fair if any Japanese singer will release at least 5 Korean singles?

Anyway, I have just created an unofficial Korean flag. Though it's not official, I hope that the two Koreas will become united once more.



DISCLAIMER: The elements being used in this UNOFFICIAL KOREAN FLAG can be found on Wikimedia. And again, THIS IS NOT THE OFFICIAL KOREAN FLAG.

Wednesday 4 November 2009

Shakira - Whenever, Wherever



Lucky you were born that far away so
We could both make fun of distance
Lucky that I love a foreign land for
The lucky fact of your existence

Baby I would climb the Andes solely
To count the freckles on your body
Never could imagine there were only
Ten Million ways to love somebody

Le ro lo le lo le, Le ro lo le lo le
Can't you see
I'm at your feet

Whenever, wherever
We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder
You'll never have to wonder
We can always play by ear
But that's the deal my dear

Lucky that my lips not only mumble
They spill kisses like a fountain
Lucky that my breasts are small and humble
So you don't confuse them with mountains
Lucky I have strong legs like my mother
To run for cover when I need it
And these two eyes that for no other
The day you leave will cry a river

Le ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo le
At your feet
I'm at your feet

Whenever, wherever
We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder
You'll never have to wonder
We can always play by ear
But that's the deal my dear

Le ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo le
Think out loud
Say it again

Le ro lo le lo le lo le
Tell me one more time
That you'll live
Lost in my eyes

Whenever, wherever
We're meant to be together
I'll be there and you'll be near
And that's the deal my dear

Thereover, hereunder
You've got me head over heels
There's nothing left to fear
If you really feel the way I feel




Monday 2 November 2009

After Halloween

Good morning! It's time to rise up and shine!

Well, only 8 days left before my 22nd birthday! Geez, I'm getting old already! But guess what? My teen image doesn't yet fade away! And I'm so happy that I still look young!

Anyway, it's been a while after I graduated from Our Lady of Fatima University. That's a good one on me. It's also good that I have earned the degree of Bachelor of Science in Nursing. And so my name now is JEREMY PANGILINAN ROMERO, BSN. But I'm not gonna take the nursing licensure exams this coming November 29 and 30. After all, I'm not yet ready to the very strenuous exams. And don't even know if I can enroll another course this coming second semester.

Aahh, umiihip na ang amihan. But it's kindda hot during daytime. Hence, this is the effect of global warming. It's also threatening in my mind. And is it true that the world's doomsday is on DECEMBER 21, 2012? Even the Mayans had predicted this sort of phenomenon. In any case, I should be prepared about it.

Presidential elections is fast approaching. But I haven't registered myself at the Commission on Elections. And the reason? I still don't want to talk about it, though the fate of my country lies in my hands, as well as in others' hands. But I'm sure that the Omnipotent One will never forsake our country. After all, the Philippines is considered as "El Pueblo Amante de Maria".

Anyway, this is for now. And I'll some more during my birthday. CIAO!

Friday 23 October 2009

신화 - Perfect Man



그대만을 알겠어 내 숨이 다 한 대도
'Cause you are the one

모두 변한다 해도 (난 변하지 않겠어)
그냥 내버려 둬
나의 그녀에겐 시간이 필요할 테니까
난 기다려야만 돼

때론 힘들겠지 항상 네 곁엔
완벽한 사랑이 있어
내가 줄 수 없던 많은 것 ~
세상을 다 가진 너일 테니까

그대만을 알겠어 내 숨이 다 한대도
'Cause you are the one
다신 내게 니가 없던 시련 또 없을 거야
내 품에 네가 이젠 쉴 수 있도록
rescue me... yeah... woo...

네가 떠나버리기 전엔 (아무것도 몰랐어)
내게 중요했던 건 오! 나 일뿐
이젠 깨달았어 너무 늦었지만
너를 알아 본 거야 하나의 사랑인걸

제발 내게 닥친 고통 속에서
나를 구해내 주겠니 일 년 같은
하룰 사는 게 너무 힘에 겨워 견딜 수 없어

그대만을 알겠어 내 숨이 다 한대도
'Cause you are the one
다신 내게 니가 없던 시련 또 없을 거야
내 품에 네가 이젠 쉴 수 있도록

Ya, the perfect man is who I be,
sittin' on top with ya,
but more swifter stronger than your nob
liquor money hoes and clothes
don't let the clues get ya, they not fear.

혹시 너 기억 속에 내가
아주 덤덤하게 느겨질 땐
모-닝커피 향기처럼 곧 사라질 땐
마지막 기횔 내게 줄 순 없나 다시 시작해
woo... yeah...

넌 내가 얼마나 힘들었는지 알거야
너의 곁을 떠난적 없어 (call me)
날 받아준다면 내 모든게 변할 거야
너이기를 간절히 원해 원해

그대만을 알겠어 내 숨이 다 한대도
'Cause you are the one
다신 내게 니가 없던 시련 또 없을 거야
내 품에 네가 이젠 쉴 수 있도록

See time don't stop, the crime don't stop,
So I won't stop till I'm sittin' on top,
to every home phone and a calls gets parked,
and every hard get chopped to we drop






Thursday 22 October 2009

Tagalog - English

* panghikwat = lever
* parola = lighthouse; lamplighter
* eroplano = airplane
* salimpawpaw o salipapaw = aircraft
* Palatangkasan – set algebra
* Bilnuran – arithmetic
* Sukgisan – geometry
* Lapya – plane
* Siksin – solid
* Panandaan – algebra
* Tatsihaan – trigonometry
* Timbulog – spherical
* Tayahan – calculus
* Tingirin – differential
* Laumin – integral
* Palautatan – statistics
* Liknayan – physics
* Sigwasan – mechanics
* Danumsigwasan – hydraulics
* Buhagsigwasan – pneumatics
* Tigilan – statics
* Isigan – dynamics
* Initsigan – thermodynamics
* Balnian – magnetism
* Kapnayan – chemistry
* Lahatan – general chemistry
* Uriin – qualitative chemistry
* Sukatin – quantitative chemistry
* Haying – organic chemistry
* Dihaying – inorganic chemistry
* Dagikapnayan – electrochemistry
* Haykapnayan – biochemistry
* Haynayan – biology
* Sipnayan – mathematics
* Panakda – numerator
* Pamahagi – denominator
* Tumbasan – equation
* Sanyo – formula
* Aligin – variable
* Awanggan – infinity
* Isakay – monomial
* Duhakay – binomial
* Talukay – trinomial
* Damikay – polynomial
* Duyog – ellipse
* Tikop – circumference
* Gilis – hypotenuse
* Tadlong – perpendicular
* Pariugat – square root
* Hambinging bigat – specific weight
* Tigal – inertia
* Dantay – impulse
* Dagsa – momentum
* Habyog – torque
* Larang – equilibrium
* Gitisig – centripetal force
* Basisig – centrifugal force
* Dagsin – gravity
* Dagisikan – electronics
* Dagitab – electricity
* Saloy – current
* Dagisik – electron
* Tablay – electric charge
* Lulos – bypass
* Sunurang kabit – series connection
* Agapayang kabit – parallel connection
* Salikop – circuit
* Tuwirang saloy – direct current
* Saliding saloy – alternating current
* Sakwil – resistance
* Panakwil – resistor
* Kasagwilan – resistivity
* Lulan – capacitance
* Panlulan – capacitor
* Dawit – inductance
* Panawit – inductor
* Dagibalniing liboy – electromagnetic waves
* Saluyan – conductor
* Panghadlang – insulator
* Kabtol – switch
* Sayad – ground
* Laktod – short circuit
* Awanging tubo – vacuum tube
* Tugoy – oscillation
* Tugoysipat – oscilloscope
* Pangibayo – amplifier
* Dagindas – electrode
* Duhandas – diode
* Talundas – triode
* Alunig – resonance
* Dalas – frequency
* Libuyhaba – wavelength
* Miktinig – microphone
* Hatinig – telephone
* Malasaluyan – semiconductor
* Saligwil – transistor
* balarila — grammar
* parirala — phrase
* pangungusap — sentence
* katinig — consonant
* patinig — vowel
* palabaybayan — orthography
* pagbaybay — spelling
* palatinigan — phonetics
* sugnay — clause
* pandiwa — verb
* pangngalan — noun
* pang-abay — adverb
* pang-uri — adjective
* pang-ukol — preposition
* pang-ugnay — linker
* palagyo — nominative
* paukol — ergative
* paari — genetive/possesive
* pabalintiyak — passive
* patahas/tahas/tahasan — direct
* padamdam — exclamatory
* patanong — interrogative
* pautos — imperative
* pasalaysay — narrative
* lapi — affix
* unlapi — prefix
* gitlapi — infix
* hulapi — suffix

Wednesday 21 October 2009

Various Artists - 그날이 오면

수없이 계절은 바뀌어도
변치않는 단 하나
그대를 향한 내 그리움
그리워 너무 그리워

우리의 이별은 너무 길다
이제 만나야만 한다.
서운한 마음은 모두 잊자
우리는 해내니까

우리의 소원은 단 하나
다시 만나야만 한다.
너와 나 두 손 꼭 잡고서
기쁜 노래를 부르자

모두가 기다리고 있다
우리 다시 만날 그날
기쁨과 행복의 눈물로
세상 가득한 그날을

그리운 백두산 산새소리
한라산이 춤을 출때
가슴에 맺혔던 애달픔이
이제야 녹는구나

우리의 소원은 단 하나
다시 만나야만 한다.
너와 나 두손 꼭 잡고서
기쁜 노래를 부르자
통일 노래를 부르자


Friday 9 October 2009

Samu't sari

Good day!

Once again, I’m here at Espiritu Santo Parochial School. It’s just a sort of remembering my past memories here in my former school. Guess what? Well, there are a lot of changes here, including the bonggacious embellishment of the over-all campus and some faculties members who are very new in my sight.

Anyway, I have accomplished my Form-137 to furnish my requirement at the Our Lady of Fatima University. Sad to say, I will not be at the Philippine International Convention Center for the Commencement Exercises. Anyway, I can have that matter by March 2010. But considerably, I am now an official graduate student of OLFU. But I’m not going to take board exams. Maybe I’ll take it by June 2010.

Speaking of my present life, I’m still planning of going back to my previous call centre way back 2 years. After all, communicating with other people is one of my passions in life. Imagine, I was trained there how to speak English in Canadian manner. Plus, it’s a superb company to work into!

Speaking of 7-Year secret, it had come into a simple yet colossal revelation. Silly me, my aroused curiosity ruin me in that instant! How am I supposed to talk with that person if the revelation had blasted off from the depths of my mind?

Speaking of the “SMILE”… that matter makes me happy day by day. I’m so grateful that I now have that person as my friends. No wonder, “SMILE” can cheer up one’s hearts, and I’m one of them who cheered me up. I wonder if I am that obvious? Anyway, all I have to do for now is to cheer up because TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY!

Impeding challenges in life? That’s life. Guess, I have to move on and be strong.




Want some “LEGITIMATE BARBECUE”?

Tuesday 6 October 2009

UDLOT

Bad trip na naman! Bakit sa March pa ako aapak sa seremonya ng graduation?

Tae talaga! >:(

Anyway, panatag pa rin ang loob ko dahil considered na akong graduate! :)

Pero NALOKO NAMAN AKO NG ISANG WEBSITE! Huhuhu! :'(

Monday 5 October 2009

Mess after 2 Enormous Storms


I don't know whether I should consider this as a "Good Day". I know that I'm done with all of my academic tasks at Our Lady of Fatima University, but the question is: Am I going to have the very rare moment at the Philippine International Convention Center for the Graduation Ceremony? I'm in trouble, really.



After Ondoy and Pepeng's onslaught in the Philippines, classes throughout Metro Manila and other adjacent areas were under 1-week suspension. By the way, I feel sorry for those people who lost their properties and even their loved ones. Thank God because my mother and I are both safe.

Lately, I went to Espiritu Santo Parochial School to obtain my Form 137. Stupid me, I should have made this sort of hace caso before. Much to my surprise, the lady inside the Administrators' office told me that I'll have my form by this oming Friday! OH MY GOSH! I couldn't even tell someone that I was assuming before that I'll not graduate for this semester because I failed my first TCAP exams and took the 1st removals. Luckily, I passed the removal exams! By the time I saw my standing on the removals, I was steadfastly talking to myself saying "Thank you Bro" with the smile on my face.

Back to the story, I just arrived here in Fatima last 30 minutes ago. As soon as I saw the notification sign at the window of the Nursing Extension Office with "DEADLINE OF SUBMISSION OF REQUIREMENTS IS ON OCTOBER 1", I was totally shocked and speechless. At first, I felt hopeless. But then, my mom will be my last hope for my possible graduation candidature.

And now, all I am doing now is browsing others' blogs, and of course, blogging! I don't want to lose hope but It really seems like I'm not eligible for graduation candidature due to my current problems now. By the way, thanks to this person who has been making me inspired ever since my early and middle teenage life.

Wednesday 30 September 2009

Dara featuring CL - Kiss



I just wanna kiss
I never wanna miss
더 짜릿하게 one more time
내 숨을 가져가
I`m dying for your kiss
I never wanna miss
더 망설이지 마
내 입술을 가져가
(2NE1)

Baby boy
왜 항상 할말이 그리 많아
답답한 Baby boy
사랑한다 고백할 건 알아

I`m not a baby girl
니 생각보다 눈치가 난 빨라
우린 매일 항상 제자리를 돌아
도대체 넌 왜 날 그렇게도 몰라
Baby boy

그 자신감에 반했던 날 기억해
My baby boy
니 템포 생각보다 너무 지루해
I`m your baby girl

헤어질 땐 어째 그리 손만 흔드는지
꽃다발도 좋고 반지도 좋지만
I guess you just never know

서두르지마
따분한 얘기하지마
어쩜 그렇게도 잘 참니
혹시 남자 맞니

미소짓지마
너무 따분하잖아
눈을 감고 지금 다가와
And just get it get it

I just wanna kiss
I never wanna miss
더 짜릿하게 one more time
내 숨을 가져가
I`m dying for your kiss
I never wanna miss
더 망설이지마
내 입술을 가져가

Hurry up
you let it touch
절대 많은걸 바라지는 않아
Hurry up
you let it touch
Baby 오늘만큼만 제발

(uh uh uh uh CL)
날 놓치지마

come on and let my body bounce
내 참을성을 시험하지마
난 오늘도 `bout to luz control
내 심장은 마치 dynamite

Tik tik tok tok 시간은 go fast
please please stop stop 이밤은 more last
바보같이 웃는 네 모습이
난 참기가 힘들어 killing me
if you want me to let`s go
춤추는 내 마음은 disco
넌 마치 내 주위를 맴돌다
말 없이 훌쩍 가버리는 UFO

서두르지마
따분한 얘기하지마
어쩜 그렇게도 잘 참니
혹시 남자 맞니
미소짓지마
너무 따분하잖아
눈을 감고 지금 다가와
Just get it, get it

I just wanna kiss
I never wanna miss
더 짜릿하게 one more time

내 숨을 가져가
I`m dying for your kiss
I never wanna miss

더 망설이지마
내 입술을 가져가

Hurry up
you let it touch
절대 많은 걸 바라지는 않아
Hurry up
you let it touch
Baby 오늘만큼만 제발

(let`s break this sound)

사랑은 Dangerous
니 눈빛은 너무 poisonous
지금 흔들리는 Two of us
하지만 we just feel so good

사랑은 Dangerous
니 입술은 너무 poisonous
지금 흔들리는 Two of us
We dangerous
in danger danger danger danger

사랑은 Dangerous
니 눈빛은 너무 poisonous
지금 흔들리는 Two of us
하지만 we just feel so good

사랑은 Dangerous
니 입술은 너무 poisonous
지금 흔들리는 Two of us
We dangerous
in danger danger danger danger





Saturday 26 September 2009

ONDOY

Good evening.

Grabe ang naging experience ko noong kasagsagan ng bagyong Ondoy sa Kalakhang Maynila! Bonggang bongga akong stranded sa Fatima!

Anyway, ganito kasi ang nangyari. I was inside our school campus when it was raining hard. Inaayos ko na kasi yung mga requirements ko sa school dahil I will graduate na by October 11. But for sure ay iuurong ang petsa ng graduation namin dahil sa bagyo. By the way, I just can't believe hanggang nagyon na makaka-graduate ako! Biruin ba naman, bagsak ako sa TCAP at nag-first removal exam ako. Kanina ko lang nalaman na pasado ako ng 1st removal pati na rin sa lahat ng mga lectures ko! Ang bait nga naman talaga ni Bro sa akin. AMOY TOGA NA NGA AKO!

Pero sa nangyari kahapon, iisipin pa ba ng iba na hindi tayo pinabayaan ni Bro? Ah basta!

Buti na lang at may nakilala akong mga bagong kakulitan. Sila Miss "C" na super demure, si Mister "N" na over sa kakulitan, at si Mister "J" na super sa sex appeal pero serious guy naman pala.

Medyo matagal din kaming nagkukulitan sa isang tindahan sa tabi ng school namin, na waring kasama din namin yung long-time classmate ko noong elementary, his girlfriend at pati yung classmate niya na naging ka-close ko na rin. Hanggang sa umalis na rin yung tatlong yun ng bandang mid-afternoon. Then another kulitan na naman kayla "C", "N", at "J". Naramdaman ko na ring noong time na yun na uwing uwi na ako dahil ramdam ko na ring super alala na rin sa akin si inang mudra.

Hanggang sa sinubukan kong lumusong sa baha. Sa una, hanggang baywang ko lang. Assume ko ring hanggang baywang ko lang sa bandang BBB. Sa daanan ko ay puro lubog na sasakyan at mga stranded na tao. Papunta pa rin ako sa BBB hanggang sa nasa leeg ko na ang antas ng tubig! At lubog na rin sa danum ang kabuuan ng 7-Eleven at ng Jollibee! Kaya naman dagli akong bumalik sa tindahan!

Sa tindahan, super kadiri ang itsura ko! Nagbabad ba daw ako sa tubig-baha eh! Pero super bait naman ni Kuya "R" (na may-ari ng tindahan dahil pinayagan naman niya akong maligo at isampay muna yung nababad kong kadamitan. At may isang nagmagandang-loob sa akin na nagpahiram ng damit niya. Subalit sobra naman sa kalakihan ng damit at sobra sa kaluwagan ang short! Anyway, dedma lang dahil wala nga naman akong maisusuot kung ganun lang.

Then kumain muna kami ng pancit canton na libre ni "N". Napagtanto ko ring may baon akong fried chicken! Pero sabi ni "C" na saka ko na lang kainin yun. Hanggang sa nag-text ang kaibigan ni "J" na doon muna sila sa dorm. Pero nakaligtaan akong ipaalam ni "J" sa kaibigan niyang si Miss "E". Hanggang sa pumayag naman si "E" na tumuloy na rin ako doon.

Hinatid ko muna yung tatlo sa dorm ni "E" at nagpalipas muna ako doon. Then kinuha ko na rin yung mga gamit ko kayla Kuya "R" at nagpasalamat. Kaunting kulitan at kwentuhan sa dorm hanggang sa nag-dinner na kami. Pahupa na rin ang baha nang naghahanap kami ng makakainan. In fairness, dala-dala ko yung baunan ko. Nakakahiya na rin kasing magpalibre sa tatlo na lalu na't bago ko pa lang sila nakilala.

Sa dorm naman ay madilim at nagsalok si "E" ng tubig kasama si "N" at ang friend nilang si "JJ". Halos hatinggabi na rin nang matanggap ni mommy na nasa dorm ako. Alalang alala na rin siya nun. Umalis pa pati si "N" dahil nasa bandang kuwan daw ang brother niya.

It was almost 3:00 AM at lumabas muna kami nina "J" at "E" para pumunta sa 7-Eleven Tamaraw. Bumili muna sila ng energy drinks dahil super kwentuhan sila about love life. Pero anyway, hindi naman ako nakakarelate sa kanila dahil hindi pa naman ako pumasok sa isang napakaseryosong relasyon. Pero nakatulog na rin ako nun.

It was already 8:00 AM nang magising ako. Lumabas muna kami nina "J" at "C" dahil mag-lulugaw muna sila habang tinignan ko muna ang MacArthur highway. Through heaven's mercy humupa na rin ang baha, except sa mga nagkandakalat na basurahan at mga inabandonang sasakyan sa kahabaan ng MacArthur. Afterwards ay dagli na rin kaming nagsiuwian. Nagpasalamat kami nang lubos kay "E" sa pagpapatuloy sa amin.

Guess what? Naglakad lang ako noong umuwi ako. Medyo nanghihina rin ako dahil hindi rin ako nakakain nang marami. At nang dumaan ako sa BBB ay super catastrophic effect ang mga eksena doon gaya ng pagkakalubog ng dalawang bangko doon pati na rin ng 7-Eleven BBB at ng Jollibee. Sayang talaga! Kaya nga super lafang ako nang nakauwi ako eh. Thanks sa mga nakilala ko. And thanks God because I'm safe.

Sunday 20 September 2009

Pitbull - I Know You Want Me (Calle Ocho)



Haha
Its Mr. 305 checkin' in for the remix,
you know that S 75 Street Brazil?
Well this year gon be called Calle Ocho,

Que ola cata, Que ola omega
and this how we gon do it

Dale,
one-two-three-four
Uno-dos-tres-cuatro

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

(Hahaha)
one-two-three-four
Uno-dos-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si verdad que tu eres guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!)

6 to tha clock, on my way to the top uh,
Pit got it locked from brews to the locker,
R.I.P uh, big and pac,
That he's not, but damn he's hot,
label flop but Pit wont stop,
got her in the car, quit playin' with his (Como?)
watch him make a movie like Albert Hitchcock, Enjoy

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-dos-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si verdad que tu eres guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-dos-tres-cuatro (Woooo-ooo!)

Mami got an ass like a donkey, with a monkey,
look like King Kong, welcome to the crib,
305 thats what it is,
with a woman down ya s*** dont play games,
they up the chain, and they let her do everythang and anythang, hit tha thang
and they love it gettin' it in, gettin' on,
all night long (Dale)

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu eres guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-cuatro

Baby you can get it, if you wit it we can play,
baby I got cribs, I got condos we can stay,
even got a king size mattress we can lay,
baby I dont care, I dont care, what they say

I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me (want me)
you know I want cha (want cha)
I know you want me
You know I want cha (want cha)

one-two-three-four
Uno-dos-tres-cuatro

Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)
Rumba (Si)
Ella quiere su Rumba (Como?)

Si es verdad que tu eres guapa,
Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar (Como)

one-two-three-four
Uno-dos-tres-cuatro

Monday 14 September 2009

Una Sonrisa

Bonjour!

It was quite a fine day for me kahit na mayroon pa akong elimination tests bukas. And good luck to me.

Anyway, kahapon ko lang napagtanto na mayroon na naman sa saloobin ko na nabuo. But this time, it was quite different.

Nang dahil lang sa isang NGITI... sobra akong nadala.

But speaking of that NGITI... ramdam kong totoo yun. At alam na alam kong ang taong nagdadala ng ngiting yun ay isang tunay na mabait at maaasahang tao. Sa posisyon ba naman niya sa paaralan nila, alam na alam ding pinagkakatiwalaan siya ng maraming tao doon.

Speaking of the person who bears that SMILE, napakatalino rin niya. Kung alam lang niya, sobra ko siyang hinahangaan dahil sa tapat niyang paninilbihan sa paaralan niya. For sure, marami rin ang mga humahanga sa kanya. At alam niyo ba kung ano ang talagang hinahangaan ko sa kanya? It's simple - napaka-humble at napaka-simple lang niya. Nakikita ko rin siya kanya na handa siyang tumulong sa mga tao.

Grabe, sobrang carried away pa rin ako sa NGITI niya hanggang ngayon.

Sana, maging friends din kami. Kahit yun lang, masaya na ako.

Thursday 10 September 2009

除去試験 - 제거시험

Bad evening.

I have to pay for something just to get out of this infernal mess.

Elimination test eh?

I don't know what my destiny has laid before me.

That's it.

I'm totally upset for now.

But I have to prepare myself for that matter just to get out from it.

Anyway, I'm so down.

But I have to prove to everyone that I could make it right.

Saturday 29 August 2009

Brian McKnight - One Last Cry



My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...

To my last cry...






Se7en - One Last Cry

Monday 24 August 2009

Ostensible Stress plus Faded Friendship

Mayap abak!

Ati ku shop ngeni. Marakal ku pa kasi gawan pota. Mag-make ku pa king Pre-NCLEX, mag-review ke pa king TCAP, as in super stressed ku talaga. Kaka-exam mi napun kareng subjects a Seminar, Managament, ampong Professional Adjustment. Ngening kayi, e ku pa balu nung apasa ke ing NCM 105. Makanerbyus ya pin! Tapos, asikasuwan ke pa ing PRC ku para king kakung board requirements. Then afterwards, TCAP exams mi king Sabadu at Domingu! DIGPA NING ALTI!

Kabang mag-test kami napun, ikit ke king gulut ku ing significant other ku. Kayi, iya ing akaklase ku king metung kung minor subject. At first, lupa yang magsariling mundo. E man kasi magsalita unless nung pakisabyan me pa. Anggang megi kaming friends, to the point a nilibre na ku pa king jeep. Maragul ku utang a luub kaya agyang makanita. Maganaka ya kasi kanaku kanita, anya super special ya kanaku agyang atin neng kaluguran.

Pero ngeni, karimla na makiyabe kanaku. Dedma ku mu kaya. Agyang sabyan na kung "hello". Ali neman makaili kanaku.

Marimla ne kanaku...

Bakit kaya...

Ala nakuman gewa kaya...

Malapit ne ing graduation, pero ala ke pang short conversation...

A-miss ku ne agyang ali na kami classmates...


"HOY IKAW! OO IKAW NGA! HINDI KA NA NGA NAMAMANSIN... ANG LAMIG MO NA!!! T.T

BAKIT GANUN?!? KINALIMUTAN MO NA BA YUNG CASUAL FRIENDSHIP NATIN?!? HINDI BA NAGING MABAIT KA PA NOON SA AKIN?!? HINDI BA NILIBRE MO PA NGA AKO NG PAMASAHE DATI?!?
HINDI KO SINUSUMBAT KO SA IYO YUNG MGA YUN... PINAPAALALA KO LANG SA IYO NA BASTA KA NA LANG NANLAMIG SA AKIN... PERO HINDI KO NAKALIGTAAN YUNG SIMPLENG BAGAY NA NAGAWA MO SA AKIN DAHIL KAIBIGAN PA RIN ANG TURING KO SA IYO KAHIT NA NANLAMIG KA NA NANG TULUYAN SA AKIN...

NAKAKASAMA NGA LANG NG LOOB...

PERO SANA, MABALIK NA ULI YUNG NAUDLOT NATING PAGKAKAIBIGAN... KAHIT YUN LANG... LALO NA'T BAKA HINDI NA RIN TAYO MAGKITA..."

Sunday 23 August 2009

2NE1 - Pretty Boy



Hey Pretty boy
You ain't got nothin' on me
Hey ladies, Let's go

그 누구도 넘볼 생각 절대로 할 수 없게
너의 두 눈빛을 훔쳐 내 가슴에 담을께
Wanna flow whit me?
I can do that
Wanna dance with me?
You can't do that

똑같은 여자라 착각하지마
내가 누군데?

어리다고 날 쉽게 봤단 큰 코 다쳐요
순간 네 맘을 뺏는건 쉬워 like 1, 2, 3, 4
이제 좀 더 솔직하게 장난은 제발 그만해
이건 시간문제야
Boys boys... to make you mine, mine

굳이 서둘러야 할 필욜 난 못 느껴
아쉬운건 오히려 너일테니까
긴장속에서 황홀한 이유를 느껴 난
Wake up 게임은 내가 이긴걸

Hey pretty boy 넌 어딘가 부족해
아무런 매력이 없이 예쁘장 하기만해
Hey pretty boy 넌 조금 더 노력해
좀 더 남자답게 좀 더 개성있게 날 바꿔봐

Now throw ya hands in the air
Wave 'em like you don't care
Now throw ya hands in the air
And wave 'em like you just don't care

자신감은 좋아 넌 떳떳해
근데 어딘가 가벼워 따분해
강한 매력 제발 보여봐
I like bad boys, soldier type

키는 너무 안 커도 돼
나폴레옹처럼 세상을 삼킬 나쁜남자처럼
겁쟁이처럼 숨지마
That's right 내가 필요한건 흑기사

Hey boy, to the left to the left
식상한 Pretty boy, move to the left
온종일 느끼한 미소만
진실없는 스타일은 비호감

밖에선 터프한 갱스터 boy
집에선 영락없는 mama's boy
약하디 약한 온실 속 화초
예쁜 남자 한물갔죠

굳이 서둘러야할 필욜 난 못느껴
아쉬운 건 오히려 너일테니까
긴장속에서 황홀한 여유를 느껴 난
Wake up 게임은 내가 이긴걸

Hey pretty boy 넌 어딘가 부족해
아무런 매력이 없이 예쁘장 하기만 해
Hey pretty boy 넌 조금 더 노력해
좀더 남자답게 좀더 개성있게 널 바꿔봐

You too P-R-E-T-T-Y
예쁜 얼굴 하나믿고 여자마음 훔치지마
You're not 4 me, I'm not for you
You too P-R-E-T-T-Y
예쁜얼굴 하나믿고 여자마음 훔치지마
You're not for me, I'm not for you

남자들은 말해
여잔 그저 예쁘면 돼 그저 착하면 된다고
우리들은 바래 남잔 남자다워야해
You gotta be a real man

Hey pretty boy 넌 어딘가 부족해
아무런 매력이 없이 예쁘장하기만해
Hey pretty boy 넌 조금 더 노력해
좀 더 남자답게 좀 더 개성있게 널 바꿔봐

Not throw ya hands in the air
Wave 'em like you don't care
Now throw ya hands in the air
And wave 'em like you just don't care