Se7en - 와줘

참 많이 미웠어
너의 모든 게
오래 된 사진 속에
날 보며 웃고 선 고운 네 표정들까지

자고 나면 내게로
돌아 올 거라고
지겹게 너를 잊지 못 하는
내가 더 미웠어

이젠 다 잊을 거란
지킬 수도 없는 약속 하고
너를 보낸 기억에
자꾸 난 지쳐만 가는데 Yeah baby

돌아 와줘 멀지 않다면 (않다면)
아직 나를 사랑한다면 (한다면)
아직까지 난 그 자리에 (자리에)
널 기다리고 있어 Yeah yay

이미 다른 사랑 한다면 (한다면)
벌써 나를 다 잊었다면 조금만 (조금만)
더 기다릴게
더 미워할 수 있도록 Yeah

참 오래 지났지
네가 떠난지
사랑한 기억은 다
첨부터 없었던 일처럼 모두 잊었어

그런데 왜 이렇게
눈물이 나는지
너를 만나던 거릴 걸으면
또 힘이 든 건지

이젠 다 잊었다고
웃을 수도 있단 말도 하고 Yay
너의 기억 하나도
없다고 믿고 지냈는데 Yeah baby

돌아 와줘 멀지 않다면 (않다면)
아직 나를 사랑한다면 (한다면)
아직까지 난 그 자리에 (자리에)
널 기다리고 있어 Yeah yay

이미 다른 사랑 한다면 (한다면)
벌써 나를 다 잊었다면 조금만 (조금만)
더 기다릴게
더 미워할 수 있도록 Yeah

너는 없는데 (너는 없는데)
벌써 떠났는데
너를 잊지 못 하고
니가 꼭 돌아 올 거라고
내게로

믿고 있는 걸 모르고서 (모르고)
널 다 잊었다 믿었나 봐 (믿었나 봐)
난 아직 끝까지
널 미워 못 하고
그리워만 하나봐 Yeah yay

행복하게 살지 말아줘 (오 날 떠나서)
나를 떠나 더 힘들어 줘
다시 내게 오고 싶도록
Baby Baby Baby

(언제라도 내가 생각나)
혹시 내게로 돌아 올까봐
언제나
(난 여전히 이 곳에)
널 기다리고 있어

Se7en - Come Back To Me

So hard not to think about it
It's every step I take
And heaven knows I'm trying
But it gets awfully hard
When your heart is this broken

Visions of your lovely face
As I awake, I have this feeling
That you're here and beside me
How silly of me, I know

All the pain will go away
So I say it, here I am again
I gotta face another day
I'm so tired, I need you once again, oh baby

How am I suppose to carry on
I find myself singing the same old song
If you hear me, have it in your heart
But please come back to me (oh baby)

I'll be right here if you need someone
If you hold another I'll be moving on
As easy as said
Just hope that I can see the road

Oh how it's been so long
It seems a lifetime passed
These memories that linger
Soon as I think they have gone
They only gotten stronger

And so I'm getting through a day
But every move was made was always you and I together
It's hard to believe I'm lonely

Is there gonna be a day
I can see the word to make me better
I know there has to be a way
So if you listen and hear me out oh, baby

How am I suppose to carry on,
I find myself singing the same old song
If you hear me, have it in your heart
But please come back to me (oh baby)

I'll be right here if you need someone
If u hold another I'll be moving on
As easy as said
Just hope that I can see the road

You're one in a million,
Dunno how we got so wrong
I thought it was so simple then
Now I know, now I know, how it goes
To let it go

Can there be a chance for you and I?
Before I really make up my mind
Oh how I miss you
I never would kiss you
I'm speaking it from my heart

How am I suppose to carry on,
I find myself singing the same old song
If you hear me, have it in you heart

I'll be right here if you need someone
If you hold another I'll be moving on
Just hope that I can see the road
Come back to me baby

Fruitful Enough?

Oh my, it's been a bit long since I have entered my latest blog entry.

Before, I used to get myself online almost every day. But now, my financial expenses are ostensibly divided. Food stuff, mobile phone load, even some school-related stuff contributes to my financial expenses division.

Since the rebirth of my previous clan, I was then very active in private messaging and group messaging. As an officer of that clan, I should get myself updated on the clan progress, such as admitting new members, recording data, and the like.

To be honest, I almost did not have time in my studies. And my grades are somewhat so-so. Yep, it's somewhat frustrating to myself and to my mother as well.

But then, I should prioritize my studies more rather than my other stuffs that are not related to my real future triumph. After all, I still want to fulfill my hard-to-reach dreams. I don't know to myself but I'm getting stupid and stubborn over and over.

I guess, I need to reflect to myself first. But when will I be a better person?

Se7en - 会いたい

「楽しかったね」小さく呟き微笑んだ君
「まだそばにいたよ」込み上げる弱音飲み込んだ僕
鳴り響く電車のベル無情に二人を引き裂く
絡ませた指と指を解いて別々の場所へ旅立つ

会いたいと思う会いたいと願う
愛だけがくれる喜びに触れたい
会いたいと願うだけで火照る身体
冷ます術はその温もりだけ知っているのに

踏み込まぬように互いの暮らしを侵さないように
だけど最近はメールや電話じゃ距離を埋めきれない
今までの恋とは違う淀みない気持ちが溢れてく
どこまでも透明なその瞳見つめ続けて溺れたい

会いたいと思う会いたいと願う
二人出会う場所で叫んでいるから
そしていつの日かそして永遠の誓いを
立てられるその時がくる事信じてるから

眠れない夜で闇に包まれて君を求め彷徨い続ける
愛しているよ壊したいほどに泣き濡れて朝を迎え入れる

会いたいと思う会いたいと願う
愛だけがくれる喜びに触れたい
会いたいと願うだけで火照る身体
冷ます術はその温もりだけ知っているのに

Se7en - 잘할께

I'm loving you
믿을 수 밖에 없는 말
거짓말처럼 뒤바뀐 내 작은 말
I'm missing you
메아리처럼 들리는 말
허공속에 외치고 외치는
내 작은 말

나는 왜 니 앞에서
처음 나처럼 웃고 마는지
돌아서면 이렇게 아픈데

아파야 된다면
그 아픔마저 다 참을께
서러워 기대고 싶어져도
나 꾹 참아볼께
버려야 된다면
남김없이 버려도 볼께
마지막까지 잡고 있던
자존심까지 모두다

잊지 못할 기억 한 귀퉁이라도
혹시나 짐은 아닐까
멍한 날 가다듬고
손 때 묻은 너와 내 사진첩만이
행복했던 내가 있었음을
말하는데

세상에 둘도 없는
사랑이라 불렀잖아
왜 이제는 못 부르는지

아파야 된다면
그 아픔마저 다 참을께
서러워 기대고 싶어져도
나 꾹 참아볼께
버려야 된다면
남김없이 버려도 볼께
마지막까지 잡고 있던
자존심까지 모두다

셀 수도 없을만큼
나 한움큼 쏟아내고
날 위로할 차례인지
아님 널 잊을 차례인지
미친 척 하고라도
사랑한다 외칠래
수많은 인연중에
나 기억하라고

기다릴 수 있단 말은
내 안에 아껴 둘께
아끼고 아껴서
닳을 때쯤엔 되뇌어 볼께
만약 먼 훗날에
다시 시작할 수만 있다면
나 네게 하고 싶은 첫 마디
진심으로 나 잘할께

Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days felt like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side...

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you...

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do...

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take...

Did you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you...

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah...

All I ever wanted it was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah...

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you...

AVRIL LAVIGNE
WHEN YOU'RE GONE
THE BEST DAMN THING
RCA RECORDS CANADA, 2007