Kiss - 여자이니까

도대체 알 수가 없어 남자들의 마음
원할땐 언제고 다주니 이젠 떠난데
이런적 처음이라고 너는 특별하다는
그 말을 믿었어 내겐 행복이었어...

말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어졌다고
눈치가 없는 난 널 보채기만 했어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...

모든걸 쉽게 다주면 금방 실증 내는게
남자라 들었어 틀린 말 같진 않아
다시는 속지 않으리 마음 먹어 보지만
또다시 사랑에 무너지는게 여자야...

말을 하지 그랬어 내가 싫어 졌다고
눈치가 없는 난 널 보채기만 했어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...

"오늘 우린 헤어졌어
부디 행복하라고??
너보다 좋은 사람 만나길 바란다고??
너두 다른 남자랑 똑같애
날 사랑한다 말할땐 언제고
솔직히 나 니가 잘 되는거 싫어
나보다 예쁜 여자 만나 행복하게 잘 살면 어떡해??
그러다 날 정말 잊어버리면 어떡해??
난 이렇게 힘든데 힘들어 죽겠는데
아직도 널 사랑하는데..."

"사랑을 위해서라면 모든 다 할수 있는
여자의 착한 본능을 이용하지는 말아줘 ...

한여자로 태어나 사랑받고 사는게
이렇게 힘들고 어려울 줄 몰랐어
너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...

너를 욕하면서도 많이 그리울꺼야
사랑이 전부인 나는 여자이니까...

Kiss - 여자이니까

Beyoncé Knowles

REAL NAME: Beyoncé Giselle Knowles
BIRTHDATE: September 4, 1981
BIRTHPLACE: Houston, Texas
LANGUAGE: English

The lead singer of Destiny's Child with Kelly Rowland, Michelle Williams, Farrah Franklin, LeToya Luckett, and LaTavia Roberson is none other than Beyoncé Knowles. As of now, she is promoting her latest album "I Am... Sash Fierce".

Crazy in Love, Naughty Girl, Baby Boy, Déjà Vu, Irreplaceable, Listen, If I Were A Boy, Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It), and Halo... they are just some of her famous singles from her solo album. Guess she has sold more than 50 million albums.

Her success has made a lasting impact on music industry. Almost every country in the world is playing her singles, and enjoying them at the same time.

Haunted in "Panaginip"

Hottie afternoon! Damang dama na nga ang tag-init dito sa Pilipinas. At kinuha ko na kahapon yung final grades ko. THIS IS REALLY IT! Welcome na ako sa NCM 105! This is for real! Nalampasan ko rin ang pagsubok na pinagdaanan ko. Thanks kay Lord dahil mas natuto akong tumanaw sa aking pagkakamali at magpakatatag lalo sa lahat ng mga challenges na dumaan sa akin.

Anyway, dumako na tayo sa talagang topic ko.

Yesterday afternoon lang ay galing nga ako sa school dahil kinuha ko yung grades ko. Nakatulog din ako agad pagkatapos kong kumain ng tanghalian ko. Hindi ko na rin inindiyan ang init dahil summer na nga ngayon.

At dahil nga nakatulog ako, nakarating uli ako sa dimensyon ng aking panaginip. And speaking of my panaginip, halos malayo sa posibilidad ang nangyari sa akin. Ngunit tila wari gising ako noon. Bago ko pa ituloy, hindi ko na didiretsahin kung ano nga ba ang naging panaginip ko. Alam naman siguro ng iba sa inyo na overacting akong tao. Let's just say na may nangyaring kamunting tampuhan ngunit hindi na rin napigilan ang makipag-hug. Hanggang sa nagising na rin ako.

Pero bago yung "tampo-and-hug" portion na yun, may nangyari na ngang "schoolmate ba kita?", "padaan sa harap ng house", at "the real one with the resembling one". Pero halos sunod-sunod na nakakapanaginip ako na related sa mga nabanggit ko.

At noong evening na nagising ako, napansin kong tears have fallen down from my excruciated eyes. But still, hindi pa rin natatapos yung ganoong panaginip. Alam ko rin kasing makakapanaginip uli ako na related sa mga yun.

At noon gabi uli ay nanaginip ako uli. Let's just say na ang sitwasyon ay kasama ko yung ibang kaibigan at kakilala ko, at nakaluklok yung tinutukoy ko ngunit nagtaka ako sa panaginip ko kung bakit niya kasama yung schoolmate ko noong highschool (pero never ko naman naging ka-close yung schoolmate kong iyon). Isang munting panaginip lang yaon.

Ilang panahon ko na ring dala yung hinanakit sa loob ko. Hindi ko na nga alam kung kanino ka ba dapat ibaling ang saloobin ko. Dito ko na lang siguro mailalabas ang lahat sa blog kong ito.

And the utterance that breaks me more into shattered pieces: "Huwag ka nang magsalita pa kung hindi rin lang importante!"

Easter Season 2009

Good afternoon and Happy Easter!


It's so hot outside! Summer is really in the air! How am I suppose to wander around East Kamias and West Kamias then?

Well, I will only tell the past moments I've had during Holy Week.

PALM SUNDAY - attended Holy Mass
HOLY MONDAY - idle...
HOLY TUESDAY - medical exam for some purposes
HOLY WEDNESDAY - idle...
MAUNDY THURSDAY - lalala...
GOOD FRIDAY - Via Crucis at Manila with the Bagatsings, procession at West Kamias
BLACK SATURDAY - Easter Vigil
PALM SUNDAY - uhm...

How was that so?

SWV - Weak

I don't know what it is that you've done to me...
but it's caused me to act in such a crazy way.
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing...
it's a feeling I don't understand.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.

I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

It's time after time after time I've tried to fight it.
But your love is strong it keeps on holding on.
Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading.
In my condition I don't want to be alone.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time,
with thoughts of loving you on my mind.
I can't figure out just what to do,
when the cause and cure is you.

I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

I try hard to fight it.
No way can I deny it.
Your love's so sweet.
It knocks me off my feet.

I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

I get so weak...
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak...
Boy it's something I can't explain.
I get so weak...
Something 'bout the way you do
the things you do ooh ooh, it...
knocks me right off of my feet,
off of my feet.
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak.


I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak.
I lose all control and something takes over me.
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase.
I want you to stay with me, by my side.
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet.
It knocks me right off of my feet.
I can't explain why your loving makes me weak.

SWV - Weak

JoJo - Weak

Queer Night Dream

Good afternoon!

At least, I could still remember some of the events that happened in my dreams last night.

Hmm, let me recall those stuffs...

The "Real One" and the "Resembling One"... oh yeah... the "Real One" was talking with the "Resembling One" as if they have known each other for long. But I was aware that I was only within the realms of my night dreams.

I know that there are a lot of things that happened in my dreams. But I just can't recall those.

Anyway, I know that there is something more queer that might happen to me sooner or later.

Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday

And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to go home
But nobody's home
It's where she lies
Broken inside

No place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why

You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs

She wants to go home
But nobody's home
It's where she lies
Broken inside

No place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind

She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place...

Yeah... oh...

She wants to go home
But nobody's home
It's where she lies
Broken Inside

No place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken Inside

She's lost inside,
Lost inside
Oh, ohh... yeah...

She's lost inside,
Lost inside
Oh, Oh... yeah..

Quezon City... back again!

Good afternoon! I'm back again here in Quezon City. And I've been staying here since last Sunday morning.

There are some sensitive reasons why I chose to stay here for the moment. But at least, I must say that I feel peaceful and tranquil. Perhaps, I shall be back in Malabon City by the next 2 or 3 months after I have made my part in reflecting on myself.

But then, I soon as I was back here, there are certain things that made me shocked. Nevertheless, I can not tell it here because it will drive me again insane.

Along with my comeback here, I'm also officially back as an altar servant of Holy Family Parish (East Kamias). After I have my seminar elsewhere with my co-servants on April 15, then I shall resume my duty as an altar servant.


"Kung ano man ang saloobin ko noon, yun pa rin hanggang ngayon! At hindi yun magbabago kailan man!"

BoA - Look Who's Talking

Champagne, caviar, hot boys at the bar
Lookin' at me, yeah they are lookin' at me
I was true to you, just to find my point of niew
Now you are lookin' at me, yeah you are lookin' at me

They wanna give it to me, they wanna give it to me
But I wouldn't go for that cuz boy I had your back
This song is all about me, damn right it's all about me "ya"
La la la la la la "2x"

Hey hey hey, so look who's talking now
That's what this song's about, me "yeah yeah yeah"
Hey hey hey, think you got me figured out
But look who's talking now, it's me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Fast cars and bubble baths
High heels stepping on the gas
Lookin' at me, yeah they are lookin' at me
Dreamsicles melt away
I'm thinking everyday
Lookin' at me, you're still lookin' at me

I wanna give it to you "2x"
But I can't go for that cuz boy it's in the past
This song is all about me, damn right it's all about me "ya"
La la la la la la "2x"

Controversy is like a tickin' time bomb
Controversy is what they want
Please believe that's not what I spend my time on
Controversy is all they want

Hey hey hey, so look who's talking now
That's what this song's about, me "yeah yeah yeah"
Hey hey hey, think you got me figured out
But look who's talking now, it's me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Hey hey hey, so look who's talking now
That's what this song's about, me "yeah yeah yeah"
Hey hey hey, think you got me figured out
But look who's talking now, it's me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Resemblance from the Past

Good evening!

Kakatapos ko lang kumain sa Galvez Eatery sa may bandang Navotas after kong magbantay sa Lenten Exhibit ng San Bartolome Parish ng ilang oras along with my other friends na kasama din sa pagbantay. It was a delightful dinner for me. Hence, it was a rewarding experience for us.

Just a sharing about sa nangyari kanina.

It is really proven that everything happens for many reasons. It could be a good or bad image. But for me, it's not just a good image but a very good one. And as I go along with my twisted life, there are some things that makes me wonder why there are such things in my journey that strucked my mind. What I mean is that, almost everything is returning back to me. Though they may not be that same like the past ones, but they are almost just the same with a hint of uniqueness.

Ang nakaraan? It really hurts so much. But I don't know why I would like to fix such things made by the bitter past.

Ang kasalukuyan? It's kindda queer, yet it makes me relaxed. But I can't deny the fact that the past memories makes me feel like excruciating again. But the present almost saved me from the pain I've had before.

Ang hinaharap? I can't be so assuming that it would be good for long. But it surely depends on how I'm going to handle it. I cannot assure to myself that I'll be careful in all the things that I would do.

Anyway, all things happen for many reasons. And all I have to do is to enjoy every moment that I have in my life.

So long for now!

BoA - Eat You Up

When I first saw you I knew nothing's like it used to be
Boy you have got to be the finest thing in history
The way I feel inside is just so hard to understand
You'd be my appetite in ways I can't explain

I'll eat you up
(Right Now, Your Love)
I'll eat you up
(Right Now, Your Love)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

If you move any closer boy there is no guarantee
What I will do to you I fear it and it's scaring me
Like I've become some kind of demon in the night
You look so tasty I could eat you up alive


I'll eat you up
(Right Now, Your Love)
I'll eat you up
(Right Now, Your Love)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

I'll eat you up
(Right Now, Your Love)
I'll eat you up
(Right Now, Your Love)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

Can't stop thinking 'bout the things I wanna do to you
If you move any closer you'd be asking for it too
I want your love
I need your touch
So much I think I'm in love

I'll eat you up
(Right Now, Your Love)
(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

I wanna take you to my room
Wanna take you to my room

(Woah)
I'll eat you up
(Woah)
So yum yum
(Woah)
Can't get enough
(Woah oh oh)
I think I'm in love

(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)
(I'll eat you up)

PINOY BIG BROTHER SEASON 3 - PALPAK na audition ever!

BAD EVENING!!! >:(

ANG SAMA NG ARAW KO KANINA!!! BAD TRIP!!!

Sa pamagat ko naman siguro, malinaw na malinaw ang ibig kong sabihin.

Kung bakit pa kasi pinagsama yung audition ng PBB Season 3 at ng PBB Teen Edition 3. Kaya tuloy hindi na nga maayos, nagkakagulo na yung mga tao. Una, very disorganised yung paraan ng pagpasok sa mga nag-audition. Pangalawa, nagsisiksikan at nagtutulakan yung mga tao kapag umaabante na yung linya. Bilad na nga kami kanina sa ilalim ng mainit na araw tapos ganoon pa yung sistema ng pagpapa-audition! How unfair naman hindi ba?

Nananakit pa pati yung mga event marshalls kapag pinaayos yung mga tao sa linya. Ano ba naman yan?! At may eksena pang pina-deploy na pulis at yun pang fire truck! Ano yun, WELGA?!?

Ayos na sana kahit na hindi man ako matanggap sa audition na yun, basta pinapasok lang sana kami ng maayos! Walang kasiste-sistema! I'm still pissed off, you know!

Hindi sa nagagalit ako mismo sa Pinoy Big Brother. In fact, isa rin siya sa mga TV shows na favourite ko. Pero sa sistema lang talaga magulo.

Kaya sana, kung mababasa man ito ng mga taga ABS-CBN, magsilbi sana itong guide para mapaayos nila yung susunod na audition. At sana nga ay makapasok ako pati na yung iba nang maayos by the time na sasali uli ako sa audition.

But still... I'M PISSED OFF!

Convergent Radiance

Good evening and ciao!

Many things have had happened by the time I established my amity with some students of City Of Malabon University. It all started when I made company with my best of friend, Kyo, during their cheerdance rehearsals some weeks ago. And along with those, there are some things that just came without any sort of expectation.

It's true, I gained some good friends from the school I mentioned above. And it's a pleasure having them as my treasures in life. But this is not what I would like to say.

Again, another sort of thing came into me. But then, I don't want to do another sort of catastrophe that might ruin me all over again.

Therefore, I would like to ask for heaven's assistance. And so will it be.

Enlightened Emotions

Good afternoon!

Guess it's about to rain outside. At bubuhos na rin miya-miya ang malakas ng ulan. Sana ay kasabay din ng agos ang pagkawala ng mga problema at hinanakit ko.

Kung makikita niyo, halos puro tungkol sa saloobin ko ang mga sinusulat ko rito. Hindi ko rin kasi alam kung kanino ko dapat ibaling ang mga saloobin ko. Kung sa bagay, katulad ko rin ang mga ibang tao na may kanya-kanya ring dinadalang problema at hinanakit. At least, nakakatulong ang mga dasal upang gumaan man lang ang loob ko.

Many people say that I'm friendly and jolly. Ngunit mangilan-ngilan lang ang nakakaalam at nakakaramdam kung ano talaga ang saloobin ko. Ayaw ko rin kasing magmukha akong tanga sa harapan ng maraming tao kung magpapakita ako ng pagiging emosyonal ko. But guess what? I'm almost certain of what I really am. I guess, medyo gets na ng iba sa inyo kung ano ang ibig kong sabihin.

At ayan, umaambon na. I can feel the rich moist air (pero huwag sana akong dapuan ng sakit). Ramdam ko namang medyo nawawala na yung mga bigat sa kalooban ko. Thanks sa mga nagkokonswelo sa akin kahit na hindi nila ipinapahalata sa akin.

Gaya ng sinabi sa akin ng dati kong leader noong nag-text sa akin: "Hope that you'll find happiness with the people who love you."

Maraming salamat sa kanya. I'm sorry kung poot at galit pa rin ang pinairal ko sa iyo. But you know what? Marami rin akong natutunan sa iyo, gaya na lang ng pagiging matatag ang kalooban. Kung alam mo lang, sobra akong naiinggit sa iyo. Pero sana, mapatawad mo ako by the time na mababasa mo ito. You know naman na tinuring kitang kaibigan, at alam mo ring napapangiti mo rin ako sa mga kwento mo. Kaya sana rin, marami kang mapasayang tao.

At sa lahat ng mga taong mahalaga sa akin, MAHAL NA MAHAL KO KAYO.
At sa lahat ng mga kaaway ko, hindi pa rin tuluyang nagsasara ang pintuan ko para sa inyo, at sana nga ay MAGPATAWARAN na tayo.

Salamat sa lahat for this now!

Freestyle - Before I Let You Go

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you love me
Made me feel, oh, so right

But now I feel lost,
Don't know what to do
Each and everyday I think of you
Holdin' back the tears
I'm trying with all my might

Because you've gone and left me
Standin' all alone
And I know i've got to face
Tomorrow on my own
But baby

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin'
'coz it's true, baby, oh yeah
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go
I want to say "I love you"

I wish that it could be
Just like before
I know I could've given you
So much more
Even though you know
I've given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and everyday I reminisce
'coz baby it's you
That i'm always dreamin' of

Because you've gone and left me
Standin' all alone
And I know i've got to face
Tomorrow on my own
But baby

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin'
'coz it's true, baby, oh yeah
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go
I want to say "I love you"

Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so
That's why I set you free
I know someday, somehow
I'll find a way
To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be
But baby

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin'
'coz it's true, baby, oh yeah
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do
So before I let you go
I want to say...

So before I let you go
I want to say "I love you"

The Letter "E"

Good afternoon and happy Valentine's day!

Though I'm still LOVELESS, there are still some people who appreciate, admire, and love me. And that's guaranteed for sure! That is why I am inspired and hopeful each and every day. After all, everything is constantly changing.

Speaking of letter "E"...

I don't know what should I say...

I'm almost fed up with such things that will only ruin me...

For my idols, BoA and Se7en, I wish them luck towards their international success! I love them so much!

"Ingatan po natin ang ating mga magulang na babae... ang mga ina..."

CITY OF MALABON UNIVERSITY Foundation Week 2009

Good afternoon!

Today is the Foundation Week of City Of Malabon University.

Geez, it's really hot outside. But guess what? I was having a sort of friendly bonding with my new friends from that school. And they were actually the participants of CMU Cheering yesterday from Education Department. Though they were only 3rd in the ranking, I am also happy for them. For so many nights that I was with them during their rehearsals. But then, it was sad for me that I haven't seen them actually performing their cheering performance.

And last night was really fun! We had a prestigious drinking session held at Kyo's pad. And I was terribly drunk! But at least had a chance to share some of my queer guts with them. And it's also one of my unforgettable moments in my life.

Nevertheless, there are hopes that I'll get to see a video of theirs.

Well...

Today is also the Foundation Week of my school, Our Lady Of Fatima University at the Rizal Grand Stadium. But I did not attend there! Hehehehe!

How silly of me!

Britney Spears - Womanizer

Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue, what youre doing?
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are, baby

Look at you
Gettin' more than just re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em
I know what you are, what you are, baby


Womanizer
Woman-Womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh Womanizer
Oh You're a Womanizer Baby
You, You You Are
You, You You Are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Got Me Goin'
You're Oh-So Charmin'
But I can't do it
U Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Say I'm Crazy
I got Your Crazy
You're nothing but
A Womanizer

Daddy-O
You got the swagger of champion
Too bad for you
Just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard
It could be easy
Who you are, that's who you are, baby

Lollipop
Must mistake me you're a sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim not another
Say it, play it how you wanna
But no way I'm ever gonna fall for you, never you, baby

Womanizer
Woman-Womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh Womanizer
Oh You're a Womanizer Baby
You, You You Are
You, You You Are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Got Me Goin'
You're Oh-So Charmin'
But I can't do it
U Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Say I'm Crazy
I got Your Crazy
You're nothing but
A Womanizer

Maybe if we both lived in different worlds
(Womanizer Womanizer Womanizer Womanizer)
It would be all good, and maybe I could be ya girl
But I can't 'cause we don't
You...

Womanizer
Woman-Womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh Womanizer
Oh You're a Womanizer Baby
You, You You Are
You, You You Are
Womanizer, Womanizer, Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Got Me Goin'
You're Oh-So Charmin'
But I can't do it
U Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

You Say I'm Crazy
I got Your Crazy
You're nothing but
A Womanizer

Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)
Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are (are are)

Womanizer
Woman-Womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh Womanizer
Oh You're a Womanizer Baby

Womanizer (Original Version) - Britney Spears

Evanescence - Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Now that I know what I’m without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)




EVANESCENCE
BRING ME TO LIFE
FALLEN
WIND-UP RECORDS, 2003

Roxie Barcelo - Kung Alam Mo Lang

"hindi mo na kailangan pa ito'y sabihin pa,
na mayroong nagbago sa loob ng puso mo,
wala akong magagawa kundi palayain ka,
kaya pinilit kong huwag aminin sa iyo...

kung alam mo lang kaya ang tunay na nadarama,
nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko,
at kung alam mo lang sana,
kailan ma'y 'di mawawala,
ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo, laging nasa puso ko...

akala ko ay kaya na ngayong wala ka na,
ngunit hindi pala, limutin ka'y 'di magawa,
palagi kong tinatanong sa sarili ko ito,
ikaw ba'y lalayo kung lahat ay inamin ko..."

kung alam mo lang kaya ang tunay na nadarama,
nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko,
at kung alam mo lang sana,
kailan ma'y 'di mawawala,
ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo, laging nasa puso ko...

pipilitin kong itago ang lahat nito,
ngunit patuloy kong tanong,
kailan kaya magwawakas,
oh ito...

kung alam mo lang kaya ang tunay na nadarama,
nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko,
at kung alam mo lang sana,
kailan ma'y 'di mawawala,
ang pag-ibig ko sa iyo, laging nasa puso ko...

kung alam mo lang kaya ang tunay na nadarama,
nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko...

Kung Alam Mo Lang - Roxie Barcelo