Goodbye 2008... Hello 2009

It's time to say gooodbye to the old year, 2008, and say hello to the new year, 2009!

It's been to short since the entry of the year 2008. And now, the world is about to welcome the year 2009.

What would be the future beyond the times of this year then?

Will the world be at peace then?

Or will the world become worse than ever?

I don't know, really.

Bu then, I would like to thank the year 2008 for the moments I've had. It was such a wonderful year, which is full of twists and turns. Such unforgettable memories to keep within myself.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Britney Spears - Toxic

Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’

There’s no escape
I can’t wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it

Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

It’s getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me

Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now

With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic

Don't you know that you're toxic

With a taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic

Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now

Merrick Christmas to me!

Today is Christmas Day for the year 2008.

Ilang araw na lang at New Year na naman tayo.

At kahit paano ay marami akong nakuhang biyaya from heaven.

At ang mas masaya pa ay nung nagkasundo-sundo na yung mga magkakamag-anak sa amin.

I miss my sister and my brother! Kumusta naman kaya yung bunso namin?

Buti naman at gustong magbakasyon ni bro ko dito sa Malabon. At magkakaroon na naman kami ng good bonding moments with me and with my other good friends!

Pasensiya na nga pala sa Living Hope Chorale kung hindi ako nakapag-serve! I love you always!

MALIGAYANG PASKO!

Britney Spears - Sometimes

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you righ
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

SBP-PYC 13th Paskong Paslit and SEMP-LHC Caroling

Good evening!

Kakatapos ko lang sa caroling namin. Ngayon ko lang kasi naisaulo yung mga awit namin sa caroling. After all, 6 months pa lang ako sa aking paninilbihan sa pangkat ng Living Hope Chorale sa San Exequiel Moreno Parish.

Kanina nga pala ay ang 13th Paskong Paslit ng San Bartolome Parish, through the accomplishments of Parish Youth Council (na dating kilala bilang Parish Youth Ministry). Medyo hindi na rin ako gaanong active doon sa kadahilanang mas naging concentrated ako sa San Exequiel Parish. But it doesn't mean na tuluyan ko na ring bibitawan ang mga tungkulin ko doon as a Parish Youth Minister and Word Minister.

Sa Paskong Paslit kanina ay naging successful naman ang programme. Somehow, napasaya namin ang mga kabataang naroon. At naramdam nga nila ang diwa ng Pasko sa amin. At pagkatapos ng mahabang oras ng pagpapasaya sa mga bata ay nagsikainan din kami. Sayang dahil naubusan na ng mga kubyertos pati ng perro caliente para sa akin. And I had no choice kung hindi kamayin yung kanin na may masarap na inasal na manok. NAMIT GID!

Hindi pa rin natatapos ang kwento ko rito.

Nag-caroling pa kaming Living Hope Chorale sa mga kabahayan. Nitong Biyernes ng gabi ko lang sila nakasama dahil may preliminary exams kami sa eskwela nitong mga nakaraan. Grabe talaga dahil paos na ang tinig ko! Gawin ko ba daw contralto to the highest level ang boses ko eh! And in fairness, nakakaamoy ang grupo namin ng UMUUSBONG NA PAG-IBIG! Ganoon din sa Parish Youth Council. But of course, hindi ko na rin babanggitin kung sino sila ano! Anyway, all I know is that I am happy in committing myself in 2 churches in Malabon City - San Bartolome Parish and San Exequiel Moreno Parish.

Speaking of Holy Family Parish, talagang naka-plano na ang talagang pagbabalik ko doon. In the first place, iyon talaga ang simbahang una kong nilugod nang buong puso at isip. Ngunit nabitawan ko nga simula nang tumira na ako uli dito sa Malabon Lakanbalen. But as the saying goes: KUNG MAY NAIS AY MAY PARAAN, AT KUNG AYAW AY MAY DAHILAN.

Who knows? Tatlong simbahan na rin ang paglilingkuran ko! Bonggang bongga!

Laklakan before Christmas

Good evening!

I’m just having a drinking session with my former groupmates in NCM 105 RLE. And I’m somewhat tipsy as of now. Man, I don’t know if I could go home safely afterwards.
But guess what? I’m still happy regardless of the everyday stress and challenges. Somehow, there are still some people who still make me strong to face the everyday burden and hardships. Of course, I would like to thank God for the strength and endurance.

As Christmas approaches so fast, all I have to do is to be humble and good. And I have to forgive people who sinned against me. After all, they still became part of my life. Quite lucky I am because there are still a lot of people who accept and appreciate me as what I am.

The cool winter breeze is caressing my face, and I can feel that the year 2008 is about to come to its end few days from now. Another new year and another sort of challenges and trials that I should face and overcome, and I should prepare myself for those matters.

How I wish, I’ll be better as soon as the New Year comes. I guess there are some things that I should fix on my own. Hence, I should plan as soon as I go home.
May God bless me and my family for eternity, AMEN.

New Christmas Tree in our House

こんにちは。 안녕하세요.

CHRISTMAS IS IN THE AIR!

Ang tagal din naming walang Christmas Tree sa bahay namin!

Huli kaming naglagay ng Christmas Tree noong Kinder 2 pa lang ako. Pero tinapon ni inang mudra yun dahil sa sobrang kalumaan at marami nang sira at putol-putol na sanga.

However... nakaharang naman sa TV yung puno! Hehehehe!

But guess what? Hindi na nga dama ang lamig ng Pasko dahil sa Global Warming, kung hindi pati na rin sa nangyayari ngayon sa mundo! What's going on with the world citizens then?!

Marami pa pala akong pinagtataguan ng sama ng loob. Ang masama pa pati sa akin ay sobra pang tumaas ang pride ko at puro kapaitan na lang ang nasa puso at isip ko. Dalawang Simbahang Katoliko pa naman ang mga pinagsisilbihan ko pero ganito lang pala kapait ang saloobin ko.

Kung may kaluluwa lang yung bago naming Christmas Tree namin, ano na lang ang ipababatid nun sa akin?

Toni Gonzaga - Kasalanan Ko Ba

Ibang-iba ang nadarama
Ng puso ko sa iyo
'Di ko na kaya ang
Umiwas pa sa piling mo

Alam ko mayroon nang nagmamahal sa iyo
Bakit ngayon ka pa
Natagpuan sa buhay kong ito

Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

Nagtitiis at nangangamba
Sa tuwing kasama mo siya
Hanggang kailan ko ba madadala
Ang pagdaramdam

Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

Umaasa pa
Magising akong kapiling ka
At 'di na mawawalay pa

Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

Rihanna - Don't Stop The Music

Please don't stop the music (4x)

It's gettin' late
I'm making my way over to my favorite place
I gotta get my body moving shake the stress away
I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way
Possible candidate (yeah)
Who knew
That you'd be up in here lookin like you do
You're makin' stayin' over here impossible
Baby I must say your aura is incredible
If you dont have to go don't

Do you know what you started
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin on the dancefloor
Acting naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand
Chest to chest
And now we're face to face

I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music
DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music


I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music
DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rocking to it
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music


Baby are you ready cause its getting close
Don't you feel the passion ready to explode
What goes on between us no one has to know
This is a private show (oh)

Do you know what you started
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin on the dancefloor

Acting naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand

Chest to chest
And now we're face to face

I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music
DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music

I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music
DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music


Ma say ma sa, Ma ma coo sa
Ma say ma sa, Ma ma coosa (2x)

Please don't stop the music

Ma say ma sa, Ma ma coo sa
Ma say ma sa, Ma ma coosa

Please don't stop the music (2x)

I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music
DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music

I wanna take you away
Lets escape into the music
DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do it

Keep on rocking to it
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music

Ma ma say ma ma sa, Ma ma coo sa
Ma ma say ma ma sa, Ma ma coosa(6x)

Please don't stop the music

Batangas Galore

Good evening!

Just got home.

Ang dami ring nangyari sa aming provincial duty sa Batangas.

Batangas Regional Hospital. At least, may nakuha akong case dun!

Yun na rin ang last duty namin para sa NCM 105. At maraming maraming salamat sa mga kagrupo ko. Astig kayong lahat!



PMR - Our dear group leader! Kahit na may nalaman ka sa akin, hindi ka pa rin naging malamig sa akin! In fairness ha, nadala mo rin nang maayos ang grupo natin. Pasensiya na rin sa pagiging pasaway ko. But there's something in me that you still fon't know. Baka magulat ka na lang kapag nasabi ko na sa iyo...

AAM - Sossy girl! Talagang party-go-fun ka 'day! Dakal a salamat keka, ampong pasawe ku keka tamu! If you have more favours to ask, just text me and I'll attend to you... OK? Ü

MnMo - Thanks sa pagpapahiram mo sa akin ng tumbler mo! I'll never forget a jolly person like you! Pasensiya nga pala nung nag-ingay ako while you're still asleep. I love you friend! Thanks a lot!

JN - Girl, grabe ang pag-open up mo habang natutulog ako! Lalo na nung sinabi ni ano na "GALIT KA NGA... MAY FEELINGS PA RIN YUN!" Naka-relate talaga ako nun! Ikaw pa pati yung nakasama ko kaninang pag-uwi natin. Ang saya din ng showdown natin kagabi!

PADT - Kumusta ang mahaba mong pagtulog? Hehehe! Ingat na lang!

JKS - Ano neh? Ingats!

MeMo - Grabe ka pala malasing! Halos pinagkalat mo yung mga lihim ng mga kasama natin! And in fairness, tinalbugan mo ang English-speaking skills ko at kabisado mo yung mga patho-physiology ng mga sakit! Dapat ka palang uminom ng hard liquor bago kayo mag-board exams! Pero kahit na ganun, napasaya mo rin ang grupo natin!

JD - Promise... hindi ako yung gumamit ng unan mo! Peace tayo!

KC - Buwiset ka! Tama bang paluin mo yung genitals ko habang kinukunan ko kayo ng pictures! Hehehe! Pero ang sarap mo ring ka-bonding huh! Ü

CT - Thanks nang lubos sa paglibre sa akin ng pamasahe natin pauwi. And thanks for being so kind to me. It's so nice to know a person like you!

MA - Thanks din sa pagiging mabait sa akin!


SPECIAL SHOOTOUT:

AAC - Akalain mong magiging mas ka-close mo ang grupo namin! Dakal a salamat king pamiyabe a mebuo keka tamu! Bala ku sadya, suplado ka pero maganaka nakaman!


Ang saya ng experience!

And take note!

Ang ganda rin ng mga movies na napanood ko habang pauwi na kami.


FOR THE FIRST TIME (starring KC CONCEPCION and RICHARD GUTTIEREZ)


A VERY SPECIAL LOVE (starring SARAH GERONIMO and JOHN LLOYD CRUZ)



I'm gonna miss our moments in Batangas City!

Nezadovoljen

Good evening.

I am not feeling good.

I pretend to be happy in front of many people.

But what they don't know is that my privacy was terribly disturbed.

Why?

It's simple.

Some people tried to find out some facts about my private life.

And the worst is that they made fun of it.

I pretended that it was only nothing.

But it almost killed me inside.

Anyway.

It has happened.

And I have nothing to do to reverse it.

It was very evident and clear like a shining diamond, though my private life is not that sensitive.

Supposed that it was concealed for long time.

But it is now clear in front of many people.

Guess what?

It's very FRUSTRATING.

Winter Breeze

Good evening! And hello to the fellow readers of this blog of mine. Thanks for dropping by.


Tomorrow will be my departure for Batangas Provincial Hospital. And I don't know what will be the event by the time I will be there.


Ahm, nice to feel the scent of winter breeze. Hence, Christmas 2008 is fast approaching. And life's challenges on me is getting surprising yet strengthening. But guess what? Experience is really the best teacher.


PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC! WOOHOO!


I firmly believe that there are certain reasons why do some things happen, regardless that it has good or bad effect on me.


Thanks to those who still believe in me, regardless of who and what I am. You guys know who you are!


And those who feel something bad about me, I feel sorry for you. Why not try to LOOK AND REFLECT FIRST ON YOUR OWN WRONGDOINGS AND FOOLISHNESS? Anyway, I don't the power to control your minds and emotions. So be it then.

Suikoden 2

Suikoden 1

Legend Of Mana

Beyoncé Knowles and Shakira - Beautiful Liar

Ay, Ay, Ay
Nobody likes being played
Beyonce, Beyonce
Shakira, Shakira (hey)

[Beyonce] He said I'm worth it, his one desire
[Shakira] I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about
[Beyonce] He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar
[Shakira] Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] Why are we the ones who suffer
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] He won't be the one to cry

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] (Oh) Did he laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

[Shakira] I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together
[Beyonce] I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again
[Shakira] I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
[Beyonce] You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] When the pain and heartbreak's over
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] The innocence is gone

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] (Oh) Did he laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

[Shakira] Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me who's ashamed
[Beyonce] And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
(Both) But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] (Oh) Did he laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

Joross Gamboa

REAL NAME: John Ross Sanchez Gamboa
BIRTHDATE: November 28, 1984
BIRTHPLACE: Daet, Camarines Norte
LANGUAGES: Tagalog, Bicol Central, English


Ah, si Joross ba? Hindi ko nga alam kung paano kami nagkakilala nito eh! Hehehe, joke lang Kuya!

Ewan ko ba kung tanda pa niya yung eksenang binibiro niya ako sa isang studio kung saan sila may pictorials nina Ate Rox. Then kumana si ate ng "Nasa AUSTRIA daw kung wari... kapag tumatawag sa phone, number 2 yung area code na lumalabas!"

Kailan nga ba kami huling nagkita nitong mokong na ito... ah tama! Doon sa toilet ng Marikina Riverbank mall noong nagkita kami doon sabay sinabing: " Ang laki ng pinayat mo ah!"

Sabi niya sa profile niya sa Friendster:

I stand 5'9....kapag tumingkayad 6'1......
138lbs.....kapag d naligo 140lbs....
hahahahakhakkakhh...ehem! sori nasamid ako, san naba tayo
ahh....light complexion, PINAGHALOHALONG
Spanish,Bicolano,Batangenyo na maloko!
umm...always ...............................................

Talagang kalog nga itong mokong na ito!!! Hahaha!!! Peace tayo!!!

Bueno, seryoso na ito. Na-miss ko rin itong si Kuya. Our friendship dates back noong bagong usbong ng Star Circle Quest noong tag-init ng 2004. Tama, sa MORNING GIRLS WITH KRIS AND KORINA niya ako nakilala dahil sa pagiging eksenador ko! Perhaps, na-weirduhan sa akin si Kuya pati yung iba lalo na si Ate Rox nung nasa show ako!

It went like this.

Dapat sana ay friendship ang ie-establish ko sa Star Circle questors. It so happened na napunta sa sa JoRox fans club. I had no choice that time dahil yun lang ang alam ko para magkaroon ako ng ugnayan sa kanila, lalo na kela Ate Rox at Kuya Joross. Sa Morning Girls kasi, may isang staff na nag-provide sa amin ng isang index card kung saan doon namin isusulat yung mga greetings namin sa kanila. At dahil kasama ko ang mga maka-JoRox ay napa-isip ako kung ano ba ang dapat kong isulat na lagi nila akong maaalala. At pumasok bigla sa isip kong Espanyol ang gamitin ko. Hindi ko rin kasi expect na babasahin pala yun nila Kris Aquino at Korina Sanchez yung mga greetings namin. Dapat nga sana ay magsusulat din ako sa isang index card para kay Sandara Park (since medyo idol ko rin siya nun) na Koreano ang greeting at nakasulat pa sa Hangul.

At noong binasa na nga nila Kris Aquino at Korina Sanchez ang mga greetings namin ay nakita nga nila ang greeting ko - en IDIOMA CASTELLANO. At talagang na-aning ako dahil hinanap pa ako ng dalawang host dahil doon. At doon na nga ako nakilala nila Kuya Joross at Ate Rox! At nakalimutan ko pa palang pinili pa ako ng isang staff na magtanong kung wari sa question portion. At nang ako na nga ang magtatanong... TODONG KAPIT AKO SA MICROPHONE KO! Dahil talagang nakita na ako nila Kris at Korina nang harap-harapan pati na rin ng mga questors! Pero siyempre, todong poise pa rin ang ipinakita ko sa kanila dahil super-duper exposure ako sa mga camera at isasa-himpapawid ang episode na yun!

After ng taping ng episode, nakalusot ako sa mga guards papunta sa dressing nila. At nakita ako ni Hero Angeles na nakilala naman ako sa mukha at sa pangalan kong "JEREMY". At nadatnan din ako sa labas ni Ate Rox na sabay sabing: "Uy Jeremy, ang galing ha! Hanga ako sa iyo!"

Teka, hindi ba dapat patungkol kay Kuya Joross itong sinusulat ko? Hindi ko rin kasi alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong ilagay dito sa blog eh. Pero naalala ko pa yung time na nagkatampuhan kami dahil may nasabi ako. Pero OK na kami sa ngayon. Ako rin kasi ang unang nagpakumbaba at hindi ko rin siya natiis dahil idol ko siya. Ganoon ko rin siya ka-love as my own kuya. Pareho pa naman kaming November at malapit na rin ang kanyang 24th Birthday. Sana, magkaroon ako ng chance na magkita kami uli.



Ano ba yung hawak ni kuya sa larawan? Bat or Flying Fox?

21st Birthday

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Haist, talagang tumatanda na nga ako...

Salamat sa mga nakaalala sa akin, especially my mommy!

I love you all!

Haizt!

Ano ba yan? Wala kaming duty? Feeling ko, si PADT yung sinasabi kanina ng bantay na umalis agad. Kinatok ko rin kasi yung Neonatal Intensive Care Unit para nga tignan kung tuloy yung duty namin. Pero wala nga yung clinical instructor namin! Bad trip talaga! Sayang pa pati yung pamasahe.

Anyway, kaninang tanghali ay pumunta kami ni mommy at Tita Yeng sa kolumbaryo sa Quezon City kung saan nakahimlay ang aking mga abwelo sa tuhod at ang esposo ng kapatid ng lolo ko. So far, medyo relaxing naman sa kolumbaryo. Bago nga kami pumunta sa mismong kolumbaryo ay pumunta muna kami sa simbahan. It was communion rite nang madatnan namin ang misa na presided ni Bishop Honesto Ongtioco, ang Auxilliary Bishop ng Cubao. Una ko nga palang nakita ang obispo sa Holy Family Parish Kamias nang magmisa siya doon dati.

After si simbahan at sa kolumbaryo ay pumunta naman ako sa ospital ng school ko upang kunin ang resulta ng drug test ko. Unfortunately, hindi maimprenta ang resulta. But the good thing is that I AM NEGATIVE IN THE DRUG TEST! Bongga diba?

At siya naman ang pag-serve ko sa San Exequiel Moreno Parish kasama ang Living Hope Chorale. After ng service namin ay nag-meeting naman kami. Gosh, what a forum! Pero amin na lang kung ano yung mga pinag-usapan namin! Pero hindi naman ganoong ka-sensitibo.

Hay, ano ba yan... kung anu-ano na tuloy ang mga nilagay ko dito!

Pressurised

Pressurized... Pressurised...

But whatever spelling it may be, that's what I'm feeling right now!

Ang hirap talaga kumuha ng grades kanina! Naka-hold pa pati ang grades ko ngayong semestre. But I am certain na pumasa ako. Kailangan ko pa tuloy asikasuhin bukas. Imbes na nakakapagpahinga na lang ako bukas, IMBEY! Parang nakakatamad na ring mag-ayos. Pero sayang naman kung hindi. NCM 105 na ako.

At nakipag-inuman pa pati ako kagabi.

Mayroon rin pala akong nai-open up habang lasing na ako. Sinasabi ko na nga simula pa kagabi eh. Hindi na lang sana ako nag-ambag ng pang-inom. Hinayaan ko na lang sana yung mga kasama ko na uminom, pati yung taong nakatampuhan ko.

Speaking of that person na nakatampuhan ko, alangan pa rin ako sa palagay ko kung hindi nga siya galit o hindi lang niya sinasabi sa amin na galit siya. But guess what? Nakakahinayang pa rin na nasira na lang nang ganoon yung samahan namin bilang magkaibigan.

Perhaps, that person was laughing at my back noong nalasing ako. I admit, OA akong tao. Kung sa kanya ay ganoon na lamang, inaamin kong masakit naman yun sa akin. Gusto ko sana siyang kausapin para mawala na yung paghihirap ko nang matagal, pero pinipigilan pa rin ako ng aking pride. Napagsalitaan ko pa siya ng kung ano-ano nung pauwi na kami. Taong simbahan pa man din ako at ganoon yung mga salitang lumabas sa akin sa likuran niya.

Kaya nga VIRTUALLY PRESSURISED ako. Pero nakakahinayang ding nasira na lang nang ganoon ang nabuo naming pagkakaibigan. All because of my foolishness.